Since The Year Is Coming to A Close, We Decided To Put Up Out Favorite Posts That We Had On The Blog. These Are My Favs:
10.Ok Here I Go
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Monday, December 28, 2009
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Trey Songz vs....KEVIN COSSOM??? Who's House Is Better?
YOU BE THE JUDGE!!! I KINDA PREFER KEVIN'S BUT THAT's JUST ME
Friday, December 18, 2009
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Say Something V2 {Memoirs Of The Gentleman Pt. 3} (1st Verse)
Couldn't wait for the day I made you my girlfriend
But when we came one. Things came to an end
Fairytales are kept in kid's storybooks
I had to give reality a 2nd look
Cuz you weren't happy. I tried to make it better
But yet all answers came in a 4 page letter
Actually they were texts, and calls from you
And I'm lookin at it, like what could I do?
Jus say something baby, girl you drive me crazy
I'd rather talk face to face, cuz this shit is wavy
Look into my eyes cuz I feel that you could play me
Try to use your mouth, cuz it's lookin so lazy.
My lady. I don't know what to do with you
All I need is to know whats hurting you...
Be ya hero, coming to your rescue
I'll give you time, Patience is a Virtue...
But when we came one. Things came to an end
Fairytales are kept in kid's storybooks
I had to give reality a 2nd look
Cuz you weren't happy. I tried to make it better
But yet all answers came in a 4 page letter
Actually they were texts, and calls from you
And I'm lookin at it, like what could I do?
Jus say something baby, girl you drive me crazy
I'd rather talk face to face, cuz this shit is wavy
Look into my eyes cuz I feel that you could play me
Try to use your mouth, cuz it's lookin so lazy.
My lady. I don't know what to do with you
All I need is to know whats hurting you...
Be ya hero, coming to your rescue
I'll give you time, Patience is a Virtue...
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
A Toast: Memoirs Of Mr. Andre
This is for the one that cried for me
Said somethin bout how she would die for me
Little did I know she had a crazy past
Started to open by the end, so it didn't last
And this is for the one wit the long hair
New girl in the school I was in there
Speed it to overdrive, it was too much
Guess its why she kilt it after 3 months
And this is for the one that bagged me
Her promises of forever really had me
Was a time where I felt she couldn't do wrong
But I got my heart ripped when she went gone
And this is for the ones who jus filled the whole
Willing to put money in to pay the toll
To enter a world with a revolving door
A sec you were here, next min not anymore
And this is for the one that puts a smile on me
Her contract ain't signed, no guarantee
But right now, she's the only one I visualize
No sidetracks, can't be offsides
And this is for the one that will get my name
When I'm done wit birds, when she done wit lames.
But the rest of this will be done when it's real
This is not a rush for the future it's how I feel
Said somethin bout how she would die for me
Little did I know she had a crazy past
Started to open by the end, so it didn't last
And this is for the one wit the long hair
New girl in the school I was in there
Speed it to overdrive, it was too much
Guess its why she kilt it after 3 months
And this is for the one that bagged me
Her promises of forever really had me
Was a time where I felt she couldn't do wrong
But I got my heart ripped when she went gone
And this is for the ones who jus filled the whole
Willing to put money in to pay the toll
To enter a world with a revolving door
A sec you were here, next min not anymore
And this is for the one that puts a smile on me
Her contract ain't signed, no guarantee
But right now, she's the only one I visualize
No sidetracks, can't be offsides
And this is for the one that will get my name
When I'm done wit birds, when she done wit lames.
But the rest of this will be done when it's real
This is not a rush for the future it's how I feel
Quicksand: Memoirs Of The Gentleman Part 2
What the Hell did I step in?
Cuz when I saw the sign, it said, "Just Friends"
Damn, somebody set me up here.
Had to clean my shades to make it clear
Shorty looked right thru the eyeglassed
N said I fuckin trapped ya crazy ass
I'm like u know they call me young Houndini
I got out traps before, u thing u can cling me?
But all the sudden my body start sinkin
Lookin down like, I know I'm not shrinkin
She smiling, claimin theres no way out
Ignoring her, like i dunno what she's talkin out
Like I'm gettin out, at least I tried to.
She said she didnt like me...I was lied to
Then suddenly she out to kiss me
Said that she really gonna miss me
I'm like hold up, u gonna help me out
She jus walked off and she started to shout
Imma jus see you on the other side
Cuz form that point you jus have to enjoy the ride
I'm freakin out, and I have no clue
Sand hitting my neck, don't know what to do.
Oh damn, looks like it is the end
Now I'm fully stuck. What does this world SEND?!?!!?
Cuz when I saw the sign, it said, "Just Friends"
Damn, somebody set me up here.
Had to clean my shades to make it clear
Shorty looked right thru the eyeglassed
N said I fuckin trapped ya crazy ass
I'm like u know they call me young Houndini
I got out traps before, u thing u can cling me?
But all the sudden my body start sinkin
Lookin down like, I know I'm not shrinkin
She smiling, claimin theres no way out
Ignoring her, like i dunno what she's talkin out
Like I'm gettin out, at least I tried to.
She said she didnt like me...I was lied to
Then suddenly she out to kiss me
Said that she really gonna miss me
I'm like hold up, u gonna help me out
She jus walked off and she started to shout
Imma jus see you on the other side
Cuz form that point you jus have to enjoy the ride
I'm freakin out, and I have no clue
Sand hitting my neck, don't know what to do.
Oh damn, looks like it is the end
Now I'm fully stuck. What does this world SEND?!?!!?
It's nothing but her love...and I never wanna look back
BROKE: Memoirs Of The College Student
You ever reach down in ya pockets
And pull em out and you see the same shit?
Empty. Like ya gwap jus ran away
With all ya bills. took dat vacay
But it aint coming til u start workin
Even then ya big cash flow ain't certain
Cuz everything you want always comes with a price
From them fresh kicks, to dat new device
Damn. I need money to grow on trees
Cuz the way my bills look, I need to pay you in leaves
My car needs a fixin, I need to fill up my tank
I filled it once by gettin money from a sperm bank.
No help from my fam, I'm workin solo
But these hours n pay I'm gettin is SO LOW
Know where my shit go? to my phone and car
I realized me tryna stack my money will never go far
Give the girl a lil cuz I gotta treat her right
And the fam 2, when we gotta eat at night
Stuck in this hole, need to get out this drought
AND MY REAL COLLEGE KIDS KNOW WHAT I'M TALKIN BOUT!!!
And pull em out and you see the same shit?
Empty. Like ya gwap jus ran away
With all ya bills. took dat vacay
But it aint coming til u start workin
Even then ya big cash flow ain't certain
Cuz everything you want always comes with a price
From them fresh kicks, to dat new device
Damn. I need money to grow on trees
Cuz the way my bills look, I need to pay you in leaves
My car needs a fixin, I need to fill up my tank
I filled it once by gettin money from a sperm bank.
No help from my fam, I'm workin solo
But these hours n pay I'm gettin is SO LOW
Know where my shit go? to my phone and car
I realized me tryna stack my money will never go far
Give the girl a lil cuz I gotta treat her right
And the fam 2, when we gotta eat at night
Stuck in this hole, need to get out this drought
AND MY REAL COLLEGE KIDS KNOW WHAT I'M TALKIN BOUT!!!
Monday, December 14, 2009
A Drunken Night! By Chelsea D'Nique
It's funny how you really think you played me
But there was so much more behind the story.
You told me that you wasn't feeling her
But everyone in the room knew what was about to occur.
We laughed, we smiled, with nothing else to do
But all you kept saying was stop disrespecting you.
Disrespecting you? You were disrespecting yourself!
Because I was too much of a woman...too much for your health.
We were all having a good time, when you fucked up and said:
"Let's chill and watch a movie. Let's go to the bed."
Ha! You're a joke! I knew what you were about
As your feelings went up north, my heart went down south.
I was confused..what was I to do?
Cuz you claimed me to be yours. But you was just a bug a boo.
Yea you're cute, and of course you got swag.
But who woulda thought you'd be someone I would bag.
You thought you knew what you were doing, 'cause everything seemed so right,
But when it came down to business, you couldn't even win your fight.
You stared right in my eyes, as if you were about to cry
But any little boy would, especially after they lie.
Unlike many women, I kept it real
Regardless of how I, you, or my ex would feel.
I'm glad I got it off my chest because now we're nothing but happy
As you sit lonely as hell, wondering what we could be....
NOTHING! That's exactly what we are
And you're nothing close to what I want. You're so damn far.
If your "girl" only knew
Nobody believes you...NOT EVEN YA CREW!
You don't even make mad, it's just that your a little boy
And you're playing with a woman's heart as if it's just a toy.
I hope she let's go, as a real woman should
And have you sitting there thinking, about what should've could.
You said you were done, you were just in it for the sex thing
Then why the hell are you still texting?
Me..that is. But wait why?
I swear if I wasn't a Christian I'd wish you would die.
And no...it's not all you, so I can see how you may feel
How could your ego be so big, but you can never keep it real?
She asked "how was it?" Too bad I couldn't tell
Because on some real shit, ya sex game just wouldn't sell.
My heart was racing as the time came nearer,
To tell everyone the truth, too make things clearer.
So at the end of the day I stopped puttin up a fight
Because I wished it wasn't you. Damn! What a drunken night!
But there was so much more behind the story.
You told me that you wasn't feeling her
But everyone in the room knew what was about to occur.
We laughed, we smiled, with nothing else to do
But all you kept saying was stop disrespecting you.
Disrespecting you? You were disrespecting yourself!
Because I was too much of a woman...too much for your health.
We were all having a good time, when you fucked up and said:
"Let's chill and watch a movie. Let's go to the bed."
Ha! You're a joke! I knew what you were about
As your feelings went up north, my heart went down south.
I was confused..what was I to do?
Cuz you claimed me to be yours. But you was just a bug a boo.
Yea you're cute, and of course you got swag.
But who woulda thought you'd be someone I would bag.
You thought you knew what you were doing, 'cause everything seemed so right,
But when it came down to business, you couldn't even win your fight.
You stared right in my eyes, as if you were about to cry
But any little boy would, especially after they lie.
Unlike many women, I kept it real
Regardless of how I, you, or my ex would feel.
I'm glad I got it off my chest because now we're nothing but happy
As you sit lonely as hell, wondering what we could be....
NOTHING! That's exactly what we are
And you're nothing close to what I want. You're so damn far.
If your "girl" only knew
Nobody believes you...NOT EVEN YA CREW!
You don't even make mad, it's just that your a little boy
And you're playing with a woman's heart as if it's just a toy.
I hope she let's go, as a real woman should
And have you sitting there thinking, about what should've could.
You said you were done, you were just in it for the sex thing
Then why the hell are you still texting?
Me..that is. But wait why?
I swear if I wasn't a Christian I'd wish you would die.
And no...it's not all you, so I can see how you may feel
How could your ego be so big, but you can never keep it real?
She asked "how was it?" Too bad I couldn't tell
Because on some real shit, ya sex game just wouldn't sell.
My heart was racing as the time came nearer,
To tell everyone the truth, too make things clearer.
So at the end of the day I stopped puttin up a fight
Because I wished it wasn't you. Damn! What a drunken night!
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Gibberish:Cracking The Code Part 2!!!
I KNOW ITS BEEN LIKE 10 MONTHS SINCE I DID THIS LAST TIME...SO THIS IS THE UPDATE!!! CHECK IT:
Time is running out
please don't make me wait
all I wanna know
lets start today
wish I never lost
Lost all alone
wish I never lost her, you stayed gone
Pictures on the wall
pretty in the face
all I wanna know
lets start today
ask but no one knows
lost all the way
lookin for my lola, just a day
I'll date you
I'll take you on a date
I'm tellin I'll date you
I'll take you on a lovely date
Save the date
Darling I'll date you
I'll take you on a day date
lovely date
lovely day
lovey day
[Chorus]
I see your body lighting up in the moonlight
As a ghost story you jump in the moonlight
I wanna feel you in the dark when you do right
Do right right there, there yeahhh
As in the dark you light up in the morning
I'm single and I want that by all means
I'm single, and you got what and I want that
Want that right there, right there
Time is running out
please don't make me wait
all I wanna know
lets start today
wish I never lost
Lost all alone
wish I never lost her, you stayed gone
Pictures on the wall
pretty in the face
all I wanna know
lets start today
ask but no one knows
lost all the way
lookin for my lola, just a day
I'll date you
I'll take you on a date yeah
I'm tellin I'll date you
I'll take you on a lovely date
Save the date
Darling I'll date you
I'll take you on a day date
lovely date
lovely day
lovely day
[Chorus]
I see your body lighting up in the moonlight
As a ghost story you jump in the moonlight
I wanna feel you in the dark when you do right
Do right right there, there yeahhh
As in the dark you liqht up in the morning
I'm single and I want that by all means
I'm single, and you got what and I want that
Want that right there, right there
[Bridge]
You know I want you right there
said I want you baby
You know I want you right there
right there oooh
You know I want you right there
what is up with that lovely day day
[Chorus]
I see your body lighting up in the moonlight
As a ghost story you jump in the moonlight
I wanna feel you in the dark when you do right
Do right right there, there yeahhh
As in the dark you light up in the morning
I'm single and I want that by all means
I'm single, and you got what and I want that
Want that right there, right there
Check for yourself. I know there's one part That I'm off but this is pretty much Legit
Time is running out
please don't make me wait
all I wanna know
lets start today
wish I never lost
Lost all alone
wish I never lost her, you stayed gone
Pictures on the wall
pretty in the face
all I wanna know
lets start today
ask but no one knows
lost all the way
lookin for my lola, just a day
I'll date you
I'll take you on a date
I'm tellin I'll date you
I'll take you on a lovely date
Save the date
Darling I'll date you
I'll take you on a day date
lovely date
lovely day
lovey day
[Chorus]
I see your body lighting up in the moonlight
As a ghost story you jump in the moonlight
I wanna feel you in the dark when you do right
Do right right there, there yeahhh
As in the dark you light up in the morning
I'm single and I want that by all means
I'm single, and you got what and I want that
Want that right there, right there
Time is running out
please don't make me wait
all I wanna know
lets start today
wish I never lost
Lost all alone
wish I never lost her, you stayed gone
Pictures on the wall
pretty in the face
all I wanna know
lets start today
ask but no one knows
lost all the way
lookin for my lola, just a day
I'll date you
I'll take you on a date yeah
I'm tellin I'll date you
I'll take you on a lovely date
Save the date
Darling I'll date you
I'll take you on a day date
lovely date
lovely day
lovely day
[Chorus]
I see your body lighting up in the moonlight
As a ghost story you jump in the moonlight
I wanna feel you in the dark when you do right
Do right right there, there yeahhh
As in the dark you liqht up in the morning
I'm single and I want that by all means
I'm single, and you got what and I want that
Want that right there, right there
[Bridge]
You know I want you right there
said I want you baby
You know I want you right there
right there oooh
You know I want you right there
what is up with that lovely day day
[Chorus]
I see your body lighting up in the moonlight
As a ghost story you jump in the moonlight
I wanna feel you in the dark when you do right
Do right right there, there yeahhh
As in the dark you light up in the morning
I'm single and I want that by all means
I'm single, and you got what and I want that
Want that right there, right there
Check for yourself. I know there's one part That I'm off but this is pretty much Legit
Major Lazer - Pon De Floor Official Video
HOT BEAT? YES HOT VIDEO? HELLZ NO!!! PREPARE TO BE AMAZED
Major Lazer "Pon De Floor" from Eric Wareheim on Vimeo.
Barbie World
In a world where they all plastic
When one falls, no one feels. Jus tragic
Bumped into one the other day
Realized she was walkin off wit one leg
And three fingers, and no heart
When they under pressure, they jus fall apart
You can't even be cool wit the Ken dolls
They got nothin in em. No balls
Spinless. Soulless, Dickless
Bout 2 put em all on my hitlist
Cuz they look real, but they so phoney
They could be ya family, even ya homeys
And the world is just tired of dealin wit
Da ones that see ya joy, then try stealing it
They all smiles, that only emotion
Mix up a plan to stop them, and I got the potion
I laugh cuz what I'll do, they'll still look at me
Wit they lil grin, but when I'm done they won't be happy.
Cuz they now they playin wit fire, I'm give them the flame
To they face so their smile will never be the same.
Jus be aware the world is full of Barbies and Kens. We aren't all this way. Last time I burned myself, I got a scar, I didn't have to get sent to a manufacturer to get a whole new arm. Real recognize real...But some always seem to put on a cloak in front of everyone. They play the character. They aren't who they say they are...
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
ILY: Memiors Of The Gentleman
There she was in my bed
Jus staring deeply no words said
As the eyes closed, the lips started to mash up
What would go down next I knew she would latch up
Onto me. Cuz I knew what to caress
Pushin the right buttons; A,B,B,X
Tongue on her like a summer day; lickin on an ICEE
Light hit her skin and it glows so nicely
In my mind there is so much I could do to her
She whispers everything I do is new to her
She say "I'm ready do what you wanna do"
Laugh at myself, I'm like this can't be true
So I strap up, and went in her gently
A smile of approval is what she sent me
Soon enough I speed it up like a club song
I hit it, beat it, make it jump, it goes on
I go in closer, she heads up 2 my ear
She go, "ILY" Pretend I didn't hear
Can't trust dat, went back 2 bustin dat
She bust then I bust. And that's that.
Put back on my hat, headed outside
As I reached the door, I hear her start 2 cry
She scream "U LEAVIN ME?!?!WHATCHU BOUT 2 DO?!?"
Then I pull out a ring, reply "ILY 2"
Jus staring deeply no words said
As the eyes closed, the lips started to mash up
What would go down next I knew she would latch up
Onto me. Cuz I knew what to caress
Pushin the right buttons; A,B,B,X
Tongue on her like a summer day; lickin on an ICEE
Light hit her skin and it glows so nicely
In my mind there is so much I could do to her
She whispers everything I do is new to her
She say "I'm ready do what you wanna do"
Laugh at myself, I'm like this can't be true
So I strap up, and went in her gently
A smile of approval is what she sent me
Soon enough I speed it up like a club song
I hit it, beat it, make it jump, it goes on
I go in closer, she heads up 2 my ear
She go, "ILY" Pretend I didn't hear
Can't trust dat, went back 2 bustin dat
She bust then I bust. And that's that.
Put back on my hat, headed outside
As I reached the door, I hear her start 2 cry
She scream "U LEAVIN ME?!?!WHATCHU BOUT 2 DO?!?"
Then I pull out a ring, reply "ILY 2"
Paparazzi: Memiors Of MatrixxCity
Fresh out of slumber. No longer dead lumber
Even though it's winter, imma make it feel summer
Cuz I bring the heatwave, keep on ya beater
People stay behind me like follow the leader
Lovers, Haters, Spectators, they all stay tuned
Watchin for my happiness or awaiting my doom
So imma hit Osoma up to see where he hiding
And place my dick there so people can stop riding
These birds freezing they ass off jus to stay and see
Why don't you just fly south, jus branch off me
I just don't know where they mind be
Only hit a bitch if a dog bite me
So my hat's tilted, tired of seein yall
Yall climb ladders to see me, u need to fall
Hit the escape button, jumped on my balloon
Even though it's winter, imma make it feel summer
Cuz I bring the heatwave, keep on ya beater
People stay behind me like follow the leader
Lovers, Haters, Spectators, they all stay tuned
Watchin for my happiness or awaiting my doom
So imma hit Osoma up to see where he hiding
And place my dick there so people can stop riding
These birds freezing they ass off jus to stay and see
Why don't you just fly south, jus branch off me
I just don't know where they mind be
Only hit a bitch if a dog bite me
So my hat's tilted, tired of seein yall
Yall climb ladders to see me, u need to fall
Hit the escape button, jumped on my balloon
Wanna know how I really feel?
Mixtape comin soon = p
Mixtape comin soon = p
Monday, December 7, 2009
Purple Haze Flow: Memiors Of A Broken Heart
I look at life n ain't what it seems
Eyes saggin like my boy Curt's jeans
Coughin hard. Mind feelin light
Thinkin that it's gunna be a long night
I blew the smoke, now I'm feelin stress free
I hit the heavens, god done blessed me
I'm like what dis be? He said dat sour
Rotating 3 L's for half an hour
They were shocked when I blew it out my nose
She like damn she smell dat shit all on my clothes
This my first time, yet I blaze up like a pro
Life was too fast. Dis Haze made it slow
Now this was based on a true expression
Back at a time when I hit my Great Depression
I was so close and there was nothin to stall me
Then suddenly...my ex called me....
Based on a True Story. This was all in my mind before it COULDA HAPPENED. I didn't smoke. I have never smoked. And I never will. Est. Feb 2009
Eyes saggin like my boy Curt's jeans
Coughin hard. Mind feelin light
Thinkin that it's gunna be a long night
I blew the smoke, now I'm feelin stress free
I hit the heavens, god done blessed me
I'm like what dis be? He said dat sour
Rotating 3 L's for half an hour
They were shocked when I blew it out my nose
She like damn she smell dat shit all on my clothes
This my first time, yet I blaze up like a pro
Life was too fast. Dis Haze made it slow
Now this was based on a true expression
Back at a time when I hit my Great Depression
I was so close and there was nothin to stall me
Then suddenly...my ex called me....
Based on a True Story. This was all in my mind before it COULDA HAPPENED. I didn't smoke. I have never smoked. And I never will. Est. Feb 2009
Mr. Sex Set: Memiors Of V Friendly
Me n my boys walking through a party
U see us TRYNA BAG?? Hardly.
I see a chick walkin. First see her eyes
The light made it stunning. Straight Hypnotized
Damn. And she know she bad
From her hair to the heels she had
I went behind her in the sex set
Grind session heavy. Her body feel wet.
Crazy how her scent still smell like vanilla
I think she got me goin. I start 2 feel her
She grip my neck. Lips pressed on her shoulder
Took my arm around her, so I could hold her.
Stuck in the moment. We tried to hold it
We became clay. Our bodies molded
Picked her legs up to the wall. Gettin crazy
Goin so hard we coulda had a baby
Thankfully we had clothes on
Before you knew it. Sex set was gone
Digits exchanged. And that was that
Crazy thing is we never hit eachother back
U see us TRYNA BAG?? Hardly.
I see a chick walkin. First see her eyes
The light made it stunning. Straight Hypnotized
Damn. And she know she bad
From her hair to the heels she had
I went behind her in the sex set
Grind session heavy. Her body feel wet.
Crazy how her scent still smell like vanilla
I think she got me goin. I start 2 feel her
She grip my neck. Lips pressed on her shoulder
Took my arm around her, so I could hold her.
Stuck in the moment. We tried to hold it
We became clay. Our bodies molded
Picked her legs up to the wall. Gettin crazy
Goin so hard we coulda had a baby
Thankfully we had clothes on
Before you knew it. Sex set was gone
Digits exchanged. And that was that
Crazy thing is we never hit eachother back
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Throwback Joint:"Let It Snow" Boyz II Men
Of course because it's that time of year, plus I work at Marshalls and heard it today and though, "damn, this was the joint back in the day". Hopefully it won't snow till the beginning of the new year but until then, this song is enough to help you get through it.
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Monday, November 30, 2009
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Losses By Smoo(GCE)
Um in a mood to talk so here we go..Might be alot...Its been a while but yea no holds barred...u know how it goes..
So why is it that people only hold on to shyt after they've already lost their grip on it.
Like the crackhead mother thats about to die from AIDS. Now she wants to go home and make amends after running the streets while she got a 23 yr old daughter and a 19yr old son that never really knew her...Are they not supposed to be mad anymore? Lol like um did they whole life just lose significance because her's is about to end?
Or the father that neglected his son because he was homosexual. The son is bout to die and now the father feels bad that he made him feel unwanted....So being there at the last moment he could makes it better?
Dont get me wrong I understand forgiveness. But I mean why now...Is it because there is no time like the present?...The past was once the present so why not try then..why when it's too late?
Relationships..My Main Point
And I'm only speaking from a female point of view but um...
Why is it that males want a girl to ride with them through all the fucked up things they can do? Especially when they know they do some fucked up things...its selfish if you ask me...And its not only that they want the girl to be there..if she dont wana deal wit bs then she not a "rider" (lololol)...Males know that they can do fucked up shyt cmon now lets be real
If in a relationship you have a girl that is in your corner, why would u cheat?
Ok you might like variety...you may not feel very strongly about that girl...you may have fragile feelings so u do you...Fuck that it just happened shyt...you may be enjoyin ur life at the moment
If the same girl is still in your corner after you do some fucked up shyt..lets say cheat or something disrespectful, why would you continue to do the same things?
Ok it may be because you still dont feel very strongly about that girl...You may still be trying to enjoy ur life...It may be because she continues to let you...You may just not give a fuck..You might still be fragile(wtf?) from some previous shyt...hell you might be confused i've heard that before lol
If given numerous times to try again and do better, why wont a male take that time to look at the situation and try to change things?
It may be because he doesn't want to change the situation he's content with his own behavior....he may ignorant to the fact that this is the time to change (but im sure she's mentioned it..more than once)...he probably believes that the female isn't going anywhere....
Whatever the reasons may be, when you have a legitimate chic on ur side, yall let it slip. And while its slippin you might go and grab at it a little but it's never really until you feel her missing. Then you look back like "oh shyt..what just happened?" Now you retracin steps tryna figure out where you lost her at..like wtf???????
Funni shyt when u look at it from the outside..even funnier when you have been on the inside...
Soooo the question is why after the drama..the times you could have changed or tried..after a long drawn out battle...after having her nag you half to fuccin death about what you could be doin to make her happy so she can make you happy(cuz we know thats all she wants)...Why is it that males ONLY take the fuccin initiative when its TOO late.
Shawty done threw in the towel...tapped out n all that...why is it only after you see she is serious that you try to change?....After she doesn't want to try anymore because she's tired of trying when you weren't trying? Why now when its really all said n done... Im starting to think all males are procrastinators LMAO....
Lol the mysteries of life...But yea just something i wanted to touch on..honestly it makes no sense to me...And it applies to females as well but like I said Im speaking from my own perspective...Everybody wants to live like its they last day or whateva the case is...but not when it comes to shyt that matters in the long run?.....Kinda confuses me but i guess lol....
Like I said I'm starting to believe all males are procrastinators
So why is it that people only hold on to shyt after they've already lost their grip on it.
Like the crackhead mother thats about to die from AIDS. Now she wants to go home and make amends after running the streets while she got a 23 yr old daughter and a 19yr old son that never really knew her...Are they not supposed to be mad anymore? Lol like um did they whole life just lose significance because her's is about to end?
Or the father that neglected his son because he was homosexual. The son is bout to die and now the father feels bad that he made him feel unwanted....So being there at the last moment he could makes it better?
Dont get me wrong I understand forgiveness. But I mean why now...Is it because there is no time like the present?...The past was once the present so why not try then..why when it's too late?
Relationships..My Main Point
And I'm only speaking from a female point of view but um...
Why is it that males want a girl to ride with them through all the fucked up things they can do? Especially when they know they do some fucked up things...its selfish if you ask me...And its not only that they want the girl to be there..if she dont wana deal wit bs then she not a "rider" (lololol)...Males know that they can do fucked up shyt cmon now lets be real
If in a relationship you have a girl that is in your corner, why would u cheat?
Ok you might like variety...you may not feel very strongly about that girl...you may have fragile feelings so u do you...Fuck that it just happened shyt...you may be enjoyin ur life at the moment
If the same girl is still in your corner after you do some fucked up shyt..lets say cheat or something disrespectful, why would you continue to do the same things?
Ok it may be because you still dont feel very strongly about that girl...You may still be trying to enjoy ur life...It may be because she continues to let you...You may just not give a fuck..You might still be fragile(wtf?) from some previous shyt...hell you might be confused i've heard that before lol
If given numerous times to try again and do better, why wont a male take that time to look at the situation and try to change things?
It may be because he doesn't want to change the situation he's content with his own behavior....he may ignorant to the fact that this is the time to change (but im sure she's mentioned it..more than once)...he probably believes that the female isn't going anywhere....
Whatever the reasons may be, when you have a legitimate chic on ur side, yall let it slip. And while its slippin you might go and grab at it a little but it's never really until you feel her missing. Then you look back like "oh shyt..what just happened?" Now you retracin steps tryna figure out where you lost her at..like wtf???????
Funni shyt when u look at it from the outside..even funnier when you have been on the inside...
Soooo the question is why after the drama..the times you could have changed or tried..after a long drawn out battle...after having her nag you half to fuccin death about what you could be doin to make her happy so she can make you happy(cuz we know thats all she wants)...Why is it that males ONLY take the fuccin initiative when its TOO late.
Shawty done threw in the towel...tapped out n all that...why is it only after you see she is serious that you try to change?....After she doesn't want to try anymore because she's tired of trying when you weren't trying? Why now when its really all said n done... Im starting to think all males are procrastinators LMAO....
Lol the mysteries of life...But yea just something i wanted to touch on..honestly it makes no sense to me...And it applies to females as well but like I said Im speaking from my own perspective...Everybody wants to live like its they last day or whateva the case is...but not when it comes to shyt that matters in the long run?.....Kinda confuses me but i guess lol....
Like I said I'm starting to believe all males are procrastinators
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Sweet Dream or a Beautiful Nightmare? By: Chelsea Cox
Baby...Can we take our time and make sure we don't do anything we will "Regret"? Everything in me says "We Should Be", but let's just take it "Nice and Slow". But before we leave, these are my "Confessions":
Since day one I been thinking about you. How we met at the club, your smile, your style, your swag, and how I tried to bag. I was "So Anxious" to "Make Love in this Club" because when we "Slow Danced" you had me "Mesmerized". I felt ya "Pony" ride up on me, and that's when I made you my "Weekend Lover".
We made it to ya crib, barely past the door, when you kissed all on me "Like You'll Never See Me Again". Those were the "Signs of Love Making", as we realized "We Should Be"..."Naked". Everything seemed to be moving too fast, so I told you I just couldn't afford it. You caressed my body as you whispered in my ear "Have a Baby by Me" baby...you'll be a millionaire.
We took it to your kitchen as you placed me on the counter, you couldn't help but to say, baby I just gotta get this "Outta My System". Kissin and caressin' me as I get even "Wetter", you take me to the bedroom for some "Bedroom Boom". You're "Always Strapped", so I was willing to let you be my "Supplier", as well as my "Panty Droppa", so we could have "No Clothes On". I said: baby, why you always "Startin' Somethin", and you laughed and smiled with a reply...you already know what I "Make Em Say".
As you soar "Up and Down", with the "Lights Down Low", I try to tie my hair up, but you say...give it up and just "Sweat it Out". It feels "So Good"! You the "Best I Ever Had". As I scream and shout you say: baby quiet down, I bet the "Neighbors Know My Name". I closed my eyes and felt the pleasure of that "Sweet Dream", as you asked if you're my "Number One". All I could do was "Say Yes", because I like the way you do that "Right Thurr".
We take a break for round 2, to put on our "Love Songs". I wanted to "Ride for You" but you said: You're "So Beautiful", let me "Take it From Here" and "Take You Down". Sorry for the scratches on your back, I just couldn't help it. You say: it's cool baby "That's What it's Made For". You're my "Diamond Girl", and I'm ready to go "Under". But before I continue...will you be my "Wifey"? For a second I caught "Amnesia", but it was just for a "Moment in Time".
"Before I Let You Go", I wanna let you know that your love is a "One in A Million", and it makes me want show that I can be "More Than a Woman". There's "No Better Love" and now "I'm Sprung"..so I have no choice but to "Say Yes". So "Freak Me Baby" till I get "Weak" or until I feel "Lost Without You". "Hypothetically" I'd indulge in the moment, and add you to my list as "Nothin But a Number", but those days are over because all I want is "You"!
Too many "Love Roller Coasters" that I've been through, to be with you. He told me we could "Work it Out"....but it's "Gettin' Late" so "Can I Take You Home"? I asked: What do you want outta this? He said: I just wanna be "Successful". Then I asked: "Was it Worth It"?
He woke up from this "Beautiful Nightmare" and realized the woman layin next to him had "Money to Blow". OH SHYT! DDDAAAAAAYYYYUUUUMMMMM....he's in love with a "Stripper".
Since day one I been thinking about you. How we met at the club, your smile, your style, your swag, and how I tried to bag. I was "So Anxious" to "Make Love in this Club" because when we "Slow Danced" you had me "Mesmerized". I felt ya "Pony" ride up on me, and that's when I made you my "Weekend Lover".
We made it to ya crib, barely past the door, when you kissed all on me "Like You'll Never See Me Again". Those were the "Signs of Love Making", as we realized "We Should Be"..."Naked". Everything seemed to be moving too fast, so I told you I just couldn't afford it. You caressed my body as you whispered in my ear "Have a Baby by Me" baby...you'll be a millionaire.
We took it to your kitchen as you placed me on the counter, you couldn't help but to say, baby I just gotta get this "Outta My System". Kissin and caressin' me as I get even "Wetter", you take me to the bedroom for some "Bedroom Boom". You're "Always Strapped", so I was willing to let you be my "Supplier", as well as my "Panty Droppa", so we could have "No Clothes On". I said: baby, why you always "Startin' Somethin", and you laughed and smiled with a reply...you already know what I "Make Em Say".
As you soar "Up and Down", with the "Lights Down Low", I try to tie my hair up, but you say...give it up and just "Sweat it Out". It feels "So Good"! You the "Best I Ever Had". As I scream and shout you say: baby quiet down, I bet the "Neighbors Know My Name". I closed my eyes and felt the pleasure of that "Sweet Dream", as you asked if you're my "Number One". All I could do was "Say Yes", because I like the way you do that "Right Thurr".
We take a break for round 2, to put on our "Love Songs". I wanted to "Ride for You" but you said: You're "So Beautiful", let me "Take it From Here" and "Take You Down". Sorry for the scratches on your back, I just couldn't help it. You say: it's cool baby "That's What it's Made For". You're my "Diamond Girl", and I'm ready to go "Under". But before I continue...will you be my "Wifey"? For a second I caught "Amnesia", but it was just for a "Moment in Time".
"Before I Let You Go", I wanna let you know that your love is a "One in A Million", and it makes me want show that I can be "More Than a Woman". There's "No Better Love" and now "I'm Sprung"..so I have no choice but to "Say Yes". So "Freak Me Baby" till I get "Weak" or until I feel "Lost Without You". "Hypothetically" I'd indulge in the moment, and add you to my list as "Nothin But a Number", but those days are over because all I want is "You"!
Too many "Love Roller Coasters" that I've been through, to be with you. He told me we could "Work it Out"....but it's "Gettin' Late" so "Can I Take You Home"? I asked: What do you want outta this? He said: I just wanna be "Successful". Then I asked: "Was it Worth It"?
He woke up from this "Beautiful Nightmare" and realized the woman layin next to him had "Money to Blow". OH SHYT! DDDAAAAAAYYYYUUUUMMMMM....
A little of this...A little of that: EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. By: Chelsea Cox
It's about that time when people need to face the facts of reality, instead of waiting around for what they WANT to happen. As everyone has heard time and time again, everything happens for a reason. Some people stay, and some people go. You can start out being the wealthiest person, but because of one irresponsible mistake, you end up poor...and now you're being looked at. I'm so used to being the one to let my feelings and emotions get to me. My friends were always my backbone, and I felt as though I wouldn't know what to do without them. Yes...I love my friends to death, but I'll never know if they'll stay or when they'll go. Now that I'm looking at life from a different point of view, I'm realizing many things. My life isn't as bad as it seems. There's plenty of people going through things that's life threatening, while we sit out here upset over something we can't have, or over a guy or girl that we want OH SO BAD. But there are people who can't enjoy their lives the way the want because they're dying from a disease, and there's people who can't have that baby boy or baby girl because of internal complications. But of course we never sit back and take the time to realize that. I love being the "go to" person when my friends or family is down because it shows that I'm apparently stronger than I thought I was. Although I'm only 19, I've been through ALOT! I still have my secrets, but I've learned from EVERYTHING I've been through. LITERALLY. I do want to say that I still sit back and complain, and get moody over useless things...but nobody is perfect. After talking with a friend about a situation with a GUY, I took time to myself to think about what I'd do in her position.It's plain and simple...if a guy SAYS he likes you, that's all you have to go off of. But if he PORTRAYS it...you know it's real. Complications are GOING TO COME!! It's part of life. A MAJOR PART OF LIFE. But if you're feeling him back, then do what your heart says...not what your mind thinks! Because feelings overcome your thoughts, while your thoughts could also overcome your feelings. If he's telling you he's all about you and he wants things to work out with you, but at the same time he's giving attention to someone else, don't second guess it...LEAVE! If you think he changed up on you, maybe in reality he didn't. He's just fallin back a little bit because he's scared to catch the same feelings for you, that he has in the past for someone that broke his heart. You can't change someone, you can only make helpful suggestions. All I'm sayin' is that if he asks me to marry him..best believe a ring betta follow up cuz it won't be official till it's there. Dig me?!?!Thankfully I'm in a time in my life where I forced myself to "take a break" to find myself..before trying to find a guy to play that part as well. There's no possible way a relationship will succeed if you don't know who you are, let alone exactly what you want. Just think...if you never date an a-hole, whore, d-head, or bytch...how would you know that you've actually found the right one for you? You have to go through the war, then heal your wounds. Things don't JUST HAPPEN. I get tired of hearing that. Because once again, EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. I didn't go out looking for love...love CAME to ME! And I love and appreciate every minute and every moment of it. I told another friend that good girls also end last (not just men)...so to take her time, because at the finish line the perfect guy will have showed his patience for you (through the rain, cold, storms and all..also known as thick and thin) as you've taken your time to finally reach him. There's someone out there for everyone, all it take is a little bit of this...and a little bit of that because:EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Not Basic: Thoughts On Guys(No Homo)
For a while I've looked at my fellow man and wondered...WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YALL?? Why are bitch ass niggas gettin all the girls? Why nice guys finish last? Do any of them actually think before they leap?? The answer may surprise you. It's yes and no. Hear me out first....
A dude that doesn't give a fuck ACTUALLY started his life giving a fuck. Crazy right? In a relationship, talkship, or fuckship, there are certain types of limits and boundaries that are taken into consideration...kinda. For some reason, guys are more likely to push the limits and see what will set the female off goin "okay, enough is enough" Unfortunatley, if a girl says nothing, the dude goes crazy with his limits and why?!?! Cuz the girl isn't taking action. Then he takes it upon himself to dip n find a new chick, ignorant to the fact that his ways probably won't work on the next one.
A nice guy on the other hand basically does all the right things in order to make his girl happy. Good right??? WRONG. For some reason, girls like that...to an extent. Soon enough, she tryna test him the same way a bitch ass dude would treat them. They finally get the chance to take advantage so they will push the boundaries. Depending on how much of a good dude he is, he probably won't do a DAMN thing. Then she fucks his mind up. He like Fuck bitches and BAM!! A heartless dude is created. Depending on his future actions he will develop into a bitch ass dude.
So...who is to blame?!?! Honestly it's everybody. From the environment, to the friends, to the relationship. I mean, when have you REALLY seen 2 negative people coincide in a relationship? Two heartless people NEVER mix. Two hoes NEVER last together. One sided relationships are among us regardless. Is there ever a thought in their mind they can use both??? I mean u can play the good guy AND possibly show a bit of resistance? Keep the girl guessing, just don't confuse her. If you really feeling her, don't play games, but don't let her run ya life. Ladies, this can apply to you too. We all want a balance, it's just rare to find it.
Guys like us (yeah that includes me) come in rare groups. Some will see one side or the other, but only the ones you care for will see both. Me personally, I've been on both sides in these types of relationships and I've learned to do both. However, if it wasn't for the nice guys and the assholes, I wouldn't be seen as unique lol. No cockiness here, Jus being real. Respect My Vision Understand My Grind
A dude that doesn't give a fuck ACTUALLY started his life giving a fuck. Crazy right? In a relationship, talkship, or fuckship, there are certain types of limits and boundaries that are taken into consideration...kinda. For some reason, guys are more likely to push the limits and see what will set the female off goin "okay, enough is enough" Unfortunatley, if a girl says nothing, the dude goes crazy with his limits and why?!?! Cuz the girl isn't taking action. Then he takes it upon himself to dip n find a new chick, ignorant to the fact that his ways probably won't work on the next one.
A nice guy on the other hand basically does all the right things in order to make his girl happy. Good right??? WRONG. For some reason, girls like that...to an extent. Soon enough, she tryna test him the same way a bitch ass dude would treat them. They finally get the chance to take advantage so they will push the boundaries. Depending on how much of a good dude he is, he probably won't do a DAMN thing. Then she fucks his mind up. He like Fuck bitches and BAM!! A heartless dude is created. Depending on his future actions he will develop into a bitch ass dude.
So...who is to blame?!?! Honestly it's everybody. From the environment, to the friends, to the relationship. I mean, when have you REALLY seen 2 negative people coincide in a relationship? Two heartless people NEVER mix. Two hoes NEVER last together. One sided relationships are among us regardless. Is there ever a thought in their mind they can use both??? I mean u can play the good guy AND possibly show a bit of resistance? Keep the girl guessing, just don't confuse her. If you really feeling her, don't play games, but don't let her run ya life. Ladies, this can apply to you too. We all want a balance, it's just rare to find it.
Guys like us (yeah that includes me) come in rare groups. Some will see one side or the other, but only the ones you care for will see both. Me personally, I've been on both sides in these types of relationships and I've learned to do both. However, if it wasn't for the nice guys and the assholes, I wouldn't be seen as unique lol. No cockiness here, Jus being real. Respect My Vision Understand My Grind
Say Whats Real: This Is Now
I think It's time for me to put it out on the line. Say what's been goin on with me for a while. Why all of these notes that people have looked at and had people looking deep into themselves and wondering is this about them and all this stuff like that. All these poems about love and heartbreak for the past 10-11 months of my life. I've been afraid to open up because I had the thought that the next one would just drop me like it was nothing. So I went on. Talked 2 all types of girls. Most wanted my heart, but I had the obligation to Say What's Real and that was I don't want a relationship. Then September 1st, this girl named Chelsea signed up for my "Cuddy Buddy" application. First thought: She cute as hell lol. Do phone convos about real stuff, she intellectual as hell. Actually chill with her, she cool as hell lol. She can thug out with the homeys. She likes to have fun. Her smile makes me smile for some reason. All of the sudden, I'm stuck. I haven't felt this way in such a long time.Sex with her hasn't even crossed my mind. and I'm like...WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?!?! You supposed to be doin the whole Mr. Bitches persona DAN. What happened to I Don't Get Bagged or Cuffed DAN? You really going to drop it all jus for this ONE GIRL?!?! And everyday I think about it. I talk about her like she already bagged me. I'm awaiting the next time I see her. And some of my boys are looking at me like: u went soft on us. U can have em all!!! But u choosing one. But SHES NOT BASIC TO ME. She has so much going on for her and I respect that. She keeps it so real on EVERYTHING with me and I adore that. We look at things in the same level and that's when my GFE/GCE heads are like: Dan, WHY ARE YOU TAKING SO LONG TO BAG THIS GIRL?!? I can't even give them an honest full answer other than I'm waiting for when it's the right time. She is no where close to other girls I've been in contact with. I don't care what other people might think or whatever, but I'm going to cuff this girl. She's going to be happy and know for a FACT that there is no one else in this world she gotta worry bout takin her place. I still can't believe I'm pushing everything down for the world to see but right now I can careless. She got me deep in her quicksand and I'm pretty much stuck. But I'd rather just stay here lol. All I wanna know is if she feel the same way about me...cuz this is pretty much me on a silver platter. Respect My Vision. Understand My Grind
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Quest For Happiness: Random but Real
With every action, there is a reaction. With every decision, comes some type of setback or a consequence. It can be either good or bad. With every dream, there is a time when reality kicks in. one dream that I believe everyone wants to achieve is happiness. They want to get what they want as long as they work or it. However, what if all that hard work doesn't pay off? Do you keep on workin to be happy and get what you want? Then the question is, what exactly can make you happy? Is it the job that you COULD have? Is it that boy/girl that COULD in your life? Is it that family that COULD be all togeter? You feel like getting these things could be easy, right? WRONG. Sometimes your reasons on why these things make you happy might seem a little TOO selfish. These goals affect more than you, but you don't think about it. You in your own little world, making plans, not thinking about everyone else in the picture. So the issues start to show...Then what? Normally, you keep on striving for that dream. Then two things that you MUST look into come up: TIME&CHANCES. Time goes by, ONE opportunity comes up, you fail. More time, another opportunity, failed again. It keeps on going, and Going, AND GOING!! WHEN THE FUCK ARE YOU GOING TO REALIZE THAT ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. If shit isn't working the way you want to, and it hasn't been working for A LONG time, maybe you should look towards something new for happiness. People don't realize that in some battles, you have to accept that L. You keep on with it, you can lose trusting soliders, it will affect your mental and physical health, and worst comes to worst; it can kill you. Those who stay on this trend have an ignorance to the consequences. And even when you get what you THINK you want to be happy, there is NO GUARENTEE that things really are greener on the other side. Do you really wanna do all of that just to regret it? Just askin. Let's be honest here. I'm no professional who knows what he's talking bout. However, from looking into my environment, friends, family, and even my own experiences that in the end; this shit is reality. Take my knowledge to heart if this is your life. I'm not saying to forget about your dreams. But if your fighting for something that doesn't seem like it's for the best on both sides, jus fall back. Respect My Vision. Understand My Grind
Monday, November 2, 2009
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TEAM INFINITE PUTTING BLOOMFIELD COLLEGE ON THE MAP!!!
So Its official....Bloomfield College's LARGEST organization; Team Infinite, now has a twitter...THAT MEANS FOLLOW THEM IF YOU WANNA KNOW WHATS GOOD AROUND CAMPUS!!! http://twitter.com/TIsoFLY2001
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Monday, October 19, 2009
The Reconstruction
When the year started heartbreak blindsided me
Then denial and hope came n collided with me
Then I went fuck it. It's so done
Forget a 2nd try, she wasn't the one
Then I went heartless, lost emotion
New girls couldn't even get my devotion
To even start some type of connection
This eventually led to their rejection
But Music is my 5 star chick
She stay by my side, she my ride or die bitch
She never cheated on me, take away all the sorrows
Go 2 sleep, then wake 2 see her tomorrow
But suddenly I started feelin warm again
My head is goin "I think I wanna girlfriend"
Cuz the top seems to get lonely
N I want more than sex, I need a homey
Sometimes I feel like I deserve it
But it the end, it might not be worth it
Cuz some chicks don't kno what to do
When a good dude appears. Too good to be true
That they wanna be with you
Past filled wit bad stories, is this page a new?
But soon enough you just wait 4 us to go rotten
Then we get sick of it and our feelings become forgotten
Damn...Will I ever find that next one?
My crown jewel? That rising sun?
That co-captain of my winning team?
Then denial and hope came n collided with me
Then I went fuck it. It's so done
Forget a 2nd try, she wasn't the one
Then I went heartless, lost emotion
New girls couldn't even get my devotion
To even start some type of connection
This eventually led to their rejection
But Music is my 5 star chick
She stay by my side, she my ride or die bitch
She never cheated on me, take away all the sorrows
Go 2 sleep, then wake 2 see her tomorrow
But suddenly I started feelin warm again
My head is goin "I think I wanna girlfriend"
Cuz the top seems to get lonely
N I want more than sex, I need a homey
Sometimes I feel like I deserve it
But it the end, it might not be worth it
Cuz some chicks don't kno what to do
When a good dude appears. Too good to be true
That they wanna be with you
Past filled wit bad stories, is this page a new?
But soon enough you just wait 4 us to go rotten
Then we get sick of it and our feelings become forgotten
Damn...Will I ever find that next one?
My crown jewel? That rising sun?
That co-captain of my winning team?
Only time will tell, but for now I can only dream
Sunday, October 18, 2009
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Wednesday, October 14, 2009
CLUB SONGZ!!! CLUB SONGZ!!!!
Lemme C U Twerk
Bounce 2 The Beat
Hit It 2 The Beat Pt. 2
SHOUT OUT 2 L.O.R., DJ JOKER, AND DJ LILMAN FOR THESE CLUB BANGERZ!!!
Bounce 2 The Beat
Hit It 2 The Beat Pt. 2
SHOUT OUT 2 L.O.R., DJ JOKER, AND DJ LILMAN FOR THESE CLUB BANGERZ!!!
Saturday, October 10, 2009
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Love Is Stressful...MatrixxCity version of Successful
I got the money, along wit the car,
the job n the clothes, as u kno
no issues wit those
So why is loving you, why is loving you so stressful?
why is loving you, why is loving you so stressful?
why is loving you, why is loving you so stressful?
V1.
It's like you woke up n said "You baggin me"
Took a bat to my head n then u started dragging me
To ya heart. I started callin a foul game
But u opened up, and things haven't been the same
At first this was all happily ever after
Through the pain, through the sex, through the laughter
But then u went from my Princess to my witch
Puttin spells on me, doing anything that you wish
You wish I'd call u a bitch so u can have reasons 2 leave me
But Ive done nothin wrong, all I can do is be me
But when I free you, you come running back to master
Can't close the door any faster
Plead you sorry to make it last cuz
Chorus.!
Gettin the money, along wit the car,
the job n the clothes, as u kno
no problems wit those
So why is loving you, why is loving you so stressful?
why is loving you, why is loving you so stressful?
why is loving you, why is loving you so stressful?
V2.
Don't know why you stuck on me
Cuz People know talkin 2 cats other than me
U wanted to wife a couple up, but I stayed on ya mind
Niggas was puttin in work, but they wasting they time
Cuz you buyin her shit along wit the reciept
She returning it 4 money n she runnin the street
With me. Damn. It's terrible how u claim this girl
But she doin Oscar roles with every dude in the world
But me. The thing is why don't I jus drop her
She tells me bout everybody and I ain't even stop her
From fuckin the wrong cat. I stay thinkin of her.
And jus watchin her bullshit is showin that I love her
One day she came back to an empty home
Cuz she always had somebody and I stayed here alone
Then I woke up, she here by my side in the loft
I said I want you all to myself and cut them other cats off
Chorus
With all the money, along wit the car,
the job n the clothes, as u kno
I worked hard for those
So why is loving you, why is loving you so stressful?
I know with love comes pain, but why is loving you so stressful?
Cuz I feel so drained, why is loving you so stressful?
V3
No leash attached, of course I let you run around
So why abuse my trust in you, straight knocked me down
The other way around, maximum security
Knew I was a good boy, Locked up my purity
Hypocrisy is the death of hearts in song
Never on the same beat, u still played along
Our chemistry was deadly, our mixtures stayed exploding
We stayed underwater, but our feelings kept us floating
I wish that I can wake up from this nightmare
The demon in my life, u know it but you don't care
You want me to stop my whole life just to be with you
I almost did, but I got the meds for the love flu
I can't love you, cuz your love makes me sick
Knowing you you'll find another 2 fall for ya trick
I don't mean to be disrespectful
But loving you is jus too stressful
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Monday, September 28, 2009
Quote Of The Day
"I was about half in love with her by the time we sat down. That's the thing about girls. Every time they do something pretty... you fall half in love with them, and then you never know where the hell you are."
-UHHHH I Forget lol
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Monday, September 21, 2009
5 minutes on the train
Sitting in the train feelin so drag
Gotta shawty right in front of me wit uggs in her bag
Gucci purse hangin on her shoulder
If she somehow fall damn right Ima hold her
Consoled her. Her body got me runnin like a motor
Belt on top her jeans, it won't hold her shit up
Prolly cuz that booty she obtaining
Her belt holdin dat weight could lead to it breakin
Her eyes I see me n her in an island
Stylin wit the finest clothes must be Italian
Hair wrapped up, what is she hidin
Some Pocahontas shit I would grab n start ridin
Feather earings so she must be exotic
The mystery behind her might mean she erotic
We parallel from each other, we should intersect
She makin things so hard, but we ain't erect
Her vibe shows that she might need a getaway
One time with me will make her get that vacay
Lips need a kiss, is she feeling this
Gotta shawty right in front of me wit uggs in her bag
Gucci purse hangin on her shoulder
If she somehow fall damn right Ima hold her
Consoled her. Her body got me runnin like a motor
Belt on top her jeans, it won't hold her shit up
Prolly cuz that booty she obtaining
Her belt holdin dat weight could lead to it breakin
Her eyes I see me n her in an island
Stylin wit the finest clothes must be Italian
Hair wrapped up, what is she hidin
Some Pocahontas shit I would grab n start ridin
Feather earings so she must be exotic
The mystery behind her might mean she erotic
We parallel from each other, we should intersect
She makin things so hard, but we ain't erect
Her vibe shows that she might need a getaway
One time with me will make her get that vacay
Lips need a kiss, is she feeling this
Damn there goes her stop, I guess my chance is missed
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Remember This....
I remember this video on MTV Jams channel edited to waste. You couldn't understand what they were talking about because they edited so bad. Funny video, and a ok song just because it was so funny to me back then.
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Are You Serious?
I type up beats on YouTube.com and this guy came up, i saw the last video first and it completely blow me away. I was thinking damn this dude is crazy but then after watching the rest of his videos, he's talented and i like his music. Thought his beats do remind me of Ryan Leslie, his style of free styling or "improvised" beats but all in all still hot.
Friday, September 11, 2009
MatrixxCity says...
"Even when you feel that all hope is lost. Even when you think that no one has your back. When you fall, you got a team of supporters still holding you up. They are your bed, your pillow, and everything you need to feel relaxed and know th...at everything will be okay. That's why i deal with my family, my trips, n GFE/GCE/ADD team."
Understand My Grind. Respect My Vision
Understand My Grind. Respect My Vision
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Friday, September 4, 2009
I Got Goin Like
Sun needs shades 2 c me i shine brighter
The alarm rang off, I'm that fire
My name come up, recognized by alot of yall
Ya chick head hurt, she call me her tylenol
Welp, she jus became ya ex chick
U got booed off her stage n next is...
ME
But seriously Im tryna do it better
Become a trendsetter
Pull a twista, get it wetter
Lick ya lips ma, babies slidin out
Tryna learn but u don't know what I'm talkin bout
You got ya world sleeping on what u can do
And that's ya revelation.
Make that ya motivation
So us ya dedication to climb to the top
And even from there u ain't tryin to stop
Straight out the pot u the crem of the crop
They cookin yo ass up, and u jus waitin 2 pop
But just don't drop the ones that help you build the mountain
Drop the damn mosquitoes drinkin up ya fountain
I'm so every where...but do you really care?
On my Slash-A-Mill shit, Let Me Take You There
The alarm rang off, I'm that fire
My name come up, recognized by alot of yall
Ya chick head hurt, she call me her tylenol
Welp, she jus became ya ex chick
U got booed off her stage n next is...
ME
But seriously Im tryna do it better
Become a trendsetter
Pull a twista, get it wetter
Lick ya lips ma, babies slidin out
Tryna learn but u don't know what I'm talkin bout
You got ya world sleeping on what u can do
And that's ya revelation.
Make that ya motivation
So us ya dedication to climb to the top
And even from there u ain't tryin to stop
Straight out the pot u the crem of the crop
They cookin yo ass up, and u jus waitin 2 pop
But just don't drop the ones that help you build the mountain
Drop the damn mosquitoes drinkin up ya fountain
I'm so every where...but do you really care?
On my Slash-A-Mill shit, Let Me Take You There
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Alone
i wrote this shit while i was listening to biggie
my downfall, life after death disc 2 heavy
rotation, so the flow is influence by the late, great frank white
take your light and spark it in the dark my shit is not hard
just look easy to the untrain eye. bad days got me frustrated
today being a day from building up, layered from bills being unpaid
got a couple of days but see it ain't about the dough or the home
it's about the responibility on your own, you see i thought some my miggaz would understand by now
funny, all the dough, they haven't change in awhile. i ain't talking like i'm out of that category, some of the shit yall do been starting to bore me. polo shirts with tim's laced up to new brim, blend with hotness of a new trend. i see yall on facebook, like Michael Jackson didn't moonwalk off the wall for you to be hook
maybe i'm corny, i'll be fine with that. atleast i know for me, there are problems attacted. all i ever really was to be understood, even now there's nobody i can say "a yo whats good, this hood is fuck up, the struggle got me gone, you think you can hook up, with me to get a meeting of the minds, look inside and see what i can find" but no. my family got a family raising, friends still living with parents, thats not changing. hustla back in my mind, thinking bout gaming, up across the level, slowly fading. biggie's been off now, not the same flow. damn how did get off track? you gave me all i ever want now i want nothing back. take all the blessings and give me my dad back. but yet if wishes and past can reflect, the outcome will be the same, damn i can't go back.
I was pissed at yall today. all i ever said, went out the window. shocked yall when i said i had to dropout. i can't imagine if the shoe was on your feet, all i ever wanted was you to understand me. "see me fam-ous, bright lights frame us." can i really see yall backing me up then, dad told me friends stay to the end. i wonder if he was right, truth shows, doesnt need money or bright lights., polo shirts or tims. i accepted yall for who you are, question is will understanding me match up to your par?
(thats the way i feel right now man. i feel like nobody understand me right now, or understands what i'm going thru. y'all my dudes, but don't wanna feel like i'm alone here. i need to know if yall can ride wit me on this. i luv yall, but i gotta know if yall have luv for me though.)
my downfall, life after death disc 2 heavy
rotation, so the flow is influence by the late, great frank white
take your light and spark it in the dark my shit is not hard
just look easy to the untrain eye. bad days got me frustrated
today being a day from building up, layered from bills being unpaid
got a couple of days but see it ain't about the dough or the home
it's about the responibility on your own, you see i thought some my miggaz would understand by now
funny, all the dough, they haven't change in awhile. i ain't talking like i'm out of that category, some of the shit yall do been starting to bore me. polo shirts with tim's laced up to new brim, blend with hotness of a new trend. i see yall on facebook, like Michael Jackson didn't moonwalk off the wall for you to be hook
maybe i'm corny, i'll be fine with that. atleast i know for me, there are problems attacted. all i ever really was to be understood, even now there's nobody i can say "a yo whats good, this hood is fuck up, the struggle got me gone, you think you can hook up, with me to get a meeting of the minds, look inside and see what i can find" but no. my family got a family raising, friends still living with parents, thats not changing. hustla back in my mind, thinking bout gaming, up across the level, slowly fading. biggie's been off now, not the same flow. damn how did get off track? you gave me all i ever want now i want nothing back. take all the blessings and give me my dad back. but yet if wishes and past can reflect, the outcome will be the same, damn i can't go back.
I was pissed at yall today. all i ever said, went out the window. shocked yall when i said i had to dropout. i can't imagine if the shoe was on your feet, all i ever wanted was you to understand me. "see me fam-ous, bright lights frame us." can i really see yall backing me up then, dad told me friends stay to the end. i wonder if he was right, truth shows, doesnt need money or bright lights., polo shirts or tims. i accepted yall for who you are, question is will understanding me match up to your par?
(thats the way i feel right now man. i feel like nobody understand me right now, or understands what i'm going thru. y'all my dudes, but don't wanna feel like i'm alone here. i need to know if yall can ride wit me on this. i luv yall, but i gotta know if yall have luv for me though.)
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
MatrixxCity Says...
"You come to school to achieve an education. You live on campus in order become independent, yet still expand your social life and build networking. It is up to you as the student to find a balance between both. Aim for that 3.0 GPA, and a...lso socialize, go to events, get active, and even party hard. Then you will know the true definition of living the college life."
Respect My Grind. Understand My Vision.
Monday, August 31, 2009
Hate It Or Love It: A Hip-Hop Analysis Of Drake
Some of it does make sense, but it seems like they're missing talk about his talent...Idk you be the judge
MatrixxCity Says....
"To just sit down and wait for somethings to go your way is a waste of time. In order to give the people what they want, someone has to step up and make those dreams come true. If you feel like you can't do it alone, assemble a team o...f dedicated dreamers who has a passion of sparking that positive light into their dull environment. That's why I have the team I assembled."
Respect My Grind. Understand My Vision.
Sunday, August 30, 2009
HERE
Today i came up with the song I think might just be something good to respond to. No lyrics or finalized instrumental song but it's getting there along with other ideas I have. Nothing really special happen today, just another boring in my crib so I made two beats. I down myself and the things that do well because I don't think I'm the hottest, there are plenty of producers, singers, songwriters and other people great at what they do. I just think i'm ok, i stumble on some good ideas but i just do this because i absolutely love music. Different ideas, sounds, etc. but anyway, I was thinking about all the talented people around me, musically and personally. if we had the chance for the world to listen to us, what would we say? would we stay who we are or be this facade we picture in our head for people to view as good people? me personally, come in the door the same way you are. don't change not a goddamn thing. you are you and this is what you want to do. born, raised, troubled, struggled, love, hate, strive, earn, learn, want, need, breathe, smoke, drink, shit, piss, fuck, dream, pray, walk, talk, die HERE. HERE is where people are and strive to be at. your dreams are here, your life lives here. the differece between you and the world..... what you do HERE. HERE is now, past and future. let's see what we can do.... HERE. the idea is universal, i'll keep you posted if you stay here. lol just playing.
MatrixxCity Says...
"It's hard to start a new life when you leave your old environment for a while, then come back to it much later in life. Refrain from caring what your old friends negative views on you just because you excelled. Please don't let ...temptation from your past get to you. Strive to keep your good habits and prevent from going back to your old ones."
Respect My Grind. Understand My Vision
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Niggardom At Its Best: Funny Shit I'mma Get Some McD's Right Now
Brings back memories of Mike Walt and Drew Thomp.
Friday, August 28, 2009
MatrixxCity says...
"I dont have to like you to give you respect. If you do what you gotta do, I will respect that. Just don't expect that fakeness 'Oh You mad cool' bullshit everyone else give you. Here's somethin for you to respect bout ...me: MY HONESTY"
Respect My Grind. Understand My Vision.
Thursday, August 27, 2009
MatrixxCity Says...
"We can do the same EXACT things. We can accomplish the same goals. We can get the same girls. We can win the same battles The difference is that they'll remember me because I put my charisma, my focus, and heart into doing all that, ...while you just did it just to do it."
Respect My Grind. Understand My Vision
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