Sunday, October 23, 2016

All Jokes Aside


If I hear "I play too much" ONE MORE TIME

If she speaks of me being too funny again

I'd be convinced that I should turn myself in

Only clown sighting I see is me

One of then Goofy dudes she's humored by

Residing in the green turf between the friend zone & the end zone

I no longer want to rush & I'm not running back

But we offset eachother with penalties on both sides

So midfield is where I stay

She giggles a bit & find my analogies "cute"

I roll my eyes and go back to my one man show

And what is it about airline food?

Whatsup with that?

All jokes aside though.

What is it about her?

What is up with her?

How could she find a soft spot behind a stone cold face?

Words from a monotone voice 

Suddenly generate octaves as you activate your humorous ways

Now we both laughing.

You found cracks in this statue 

Garsh. 

I'm feeling Max exposed 

I'm more of a PJ though

Under all these muscles its a relaxed chubby guy

Zoned out by the flows and the bongos

Yet she finds that extremely goofy.

All jokes aside. 





Sea Of Heartbreak (90s Flow)

I remember the days.
Back when I had faith
Times of touching & teasing
But it wasnt always that case
Used to quench my thirst
Juices running down my face
Always let you come first
No urge to win that race
If I had one wish
Back when I had faith
Coulda been happily ever after
Back when it was that case
When the tears started running
Flowing down your face
Back when you were in orbit
Shot our love out of your space
But you used to love me 
Back when I had faith
I told you once before
Back when it was that case
Couldn't draw the path straight
Wish I could have back traced
I meant backtrack
But for all that, you couldn't wait
So now, I gets no love
I don't have faith
Faded pictures in a lock box
I closed that case
Threw it in the old river of tears
Made by your face
Never to to be seen again
Sunken into the sea of heartbreak


Wednesday, October 12, 2016

These Hands

These Hands

Wanting something they cant have

Yearning for the pieces they cant get on their own

Whether its the texture or the curl patterns of the hair

The pigmentation of the skin

Every curve that defines her figure

The lips. The hips. Hell even the fingertips.

Often imitated. Never duplicated

Thieves that publicly undercut her worth 

But know she's underrated

No matter how you try to copy

Nothing will override the original

The Purity

The Authenticity

The Black Woman

Wednesday, September 21, 2016

Diamonds & Gold


Cries diamonds & bleeds gold

When she orgasms, release rose gold

Storms from the pink clouds.

Pink matter

Strawberry bubblegum

Before the snatch snatches me away 

Let me go back to topic

But I've already seen you topless

So once again I stop it

Before this becomes another visual on your physical

Lets change clothes, fade this to black

Now again, she cries diamonds & bleeds gold

Someone like her is so priceless

More like precious 

But no weight could disguise her worth

Her love & affection would deem as riches

So many others can't retrieve theirs

Inflation. Market Crash. Liquidation. Laundering. Larceny.

Come to me as an advisor to fix their assets

Assist in their investments n decisions

However, a queen reminded me, you soon wont have the time for that

You can knock sense into em, still wont get a quarter back

Staying in their pocket

Light on the defensive end

I got a wide open route to receive mine

Question is what is mine?

Before I could find out, its intercepted

And they lose that point, they forget it

Got me thinking I played for the wrong team

A word to the wise

Know you're worth in your eyes

Don't let anybody tell you zirconium & copper in disguise


Wednesday, September 14, 2016

Muse

Muse


The anticipation for some inspiration 

Where's the source of your power?

What keeps your soldiers marching?

Every time you lay a brush to a canvas

Establish a position to begin your performance

Create a sound for the set of notes

But in my notes, I'm just jotting down.

Wondering what are the pieces that create you

If a part is pulled out, do I scream JENGA?

Or is it just excess? Saw dust? Clay? 

Temporary fillers that helped sculpt you 

Until you were strong enough to hold your own?

Wait as I draw four rights til I end back to you

Hum a tune to see if you could create a melody

Tap my feet as you proceed to setup an eight count

Suddenly realizing that you move to the beat of your heart

And the great hearts all around you

That you brush paint & illustrate 

All aspects that you and others could relate

And that you sing for the sake 

That your voice is a mood

A mood that absorbs anyone else's mood

I swear I'm just talking

Because I'm not talking about and artist

Or a singer

Or a dancer

Just how you speak, how you interpret, and how you move

All about you. My muse

 

Tuesday, September 13, 2016

Beneath This Skin

Beneath this skin


My soul is like a walk-in closet
But on the hanger there's skeletons
Fresh faces to wear
Open mind to throw on as fear & doubt tries to rain on me
Beneath this skin
So much emotion bottled up like a potion
Pour it out as I write this piece
But you'll just think that I never care
Cuz my face only shows one look
In your eyes 
No piece could keep you at peace
Even the different things I do don't make me different to you
And that right there works my nerves
You say certain things to strike my nerves
And wear certain clothes that bites your curves
That ignites my whole nervous system
I gets to shaking when I seen you naked
First time reading your body 
Something like goosebumps
Even that look on your face got my heart in a race
How can you make lust look innocent?
Not sure if its heaven sent 
Or If I'm indulged by your heaven scent
But like myself, you got scars, bruises, and cuts
Even when you cum, you are still so numb
You don't see this as ongoing series
More like a reboot, replay or a reshoot
Never even gets off the cutting room floor
Hard head make a soft ass they say
And as much as we butt heads being stubborn
I might as well just make ya booty my pillow
Instead of feeling hurt, how about we heal each other's wounds?
I swear beneath this skin, there's a door to let you in