Losses By Smoo(GCE)

Um in a mood to talk so here we go..Might be alot...Its been a while but yea no holds barred...u know how it goes..

So why is it that people only hold on to shyt after they've already lost their grip on it.

Like the crackhead mother thats about to die from AIDS. Now she wants to go home and make amends after running the streets while she got a 23 yr old daughter and a 19yr old son that never really knew her...Are they not supposed to be mad anymore? Lol like um did they whole life just lose significance because her's is about to end?

Or the father that neglected his son because he was homosexual. The son is bout to die and now the father feels bad that he made him feel unwanted....So being there at the last moment he could makes it better?

Dont get me wrong I understand forgiveness. But I mean why now...Is it because there is no time like the present?...The past was once the present so why not try then..why when it's too late?

Relationships..My Main Point

And I'm only speaking from a female point of view but um...

Why is it that males want a girl to ride with them through all the fucked up things they can do? Especially when they know they do some fucked up things...its selfish if you ask me...And its not only that they want the girl to be there..if she dont wana deal wit bs then she not a "rider" (lololol)...Males know that they can do fucked up shyt cmon now lets be real

If in a relationship you have a girl that is in your corner, why would u cheat?
Ok you might like variety...you may not feel very strongly about that girl...you may have fragile feelings so u do you...Fuck that it just happened shyt...you may be enjoyin ur life at the moment

If the same girl is still in your corner after you do some fucked up shyt..lets say cheat or something disrespectful, why would you continue to do the same things?
Ok it may be because you still dont feel very strongly about that girl...You may still be trying to enjoy ur life...It may be because she continues to let you...You may just not give a fuck..You might still be fragile(wtf?) from some previous shyt...hell you might be confused i've heard that before lol

If given numerous times to try again and do better, why wont a male take that time to look at the situation and try to change things?
It may be because he doesn't want to change the situation he's content with his own behavior....he may ignorant to the fact that this is the time to change (but im sure she's mentioned it..more than once)...he probably believes that the female isn't going anywhere....

Whatever the reasons may be, when you have a legitimate chic on ur side, yall let it slip. And while its slippin you might go and grab at it a little but it's never really until you feel her missing. Then you look back like "oh shyt..what just happened?" Now you retracin steps tryna figure out where you lost her at..like wtf???????

Funni shyt when u look at it from the outside..even funnier when you have been on the inside...

Soooo the question is why after the drama..the times you could have changed or tried..after a long drawn out battle...after having her nag you half to fuccin death about what you could be doin to make her happy so she can make you happy(cuz we know thats all she wants)...Why is it that males ONLY take the fuccin initiative when its TOO late.

Shawty done threw in the towel...tapped out n all that...why is it only after you see she is serious that you try to change?....After she doesn't want to try anymore because she's tired of trying when you weren't trying? Why now when its really all said n done... Im starting to think all males are procrastinators LMAO....

Lol the mysteries of life...But yea just something i wanted to touch on..honestly it makes no sense to me...And it applies to females as well but like I said Im speaking from my own perspective...Everybody wants to live like its they last day or whateva the case is...but not when it comes to shyt that matters in the long run?.....Kinda confuses me but i guess lol....

Like I said I'm starting to believe all males are procrastinators