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Losses By Smoo(GCE)

Um in a mood to talk so here we go..Might be alot...Its been a while but yea no holds barred...u know how it goes..

So why is it that people only hold on to shyt after they've already lost their grip on it.

Like the crackhead mother thats about to die from AIDS. Now she wants to go home and make amends after running the streets while she got a 23 yr old daughter and a 19yr old son that never really knew her...Are they not supposed to be mad anymore? Lol like um did they whole life just lose significance because her's is about to end?

Or the father that neglected his son because he was homosexual. The son is bout to die and now the father feels bad that he made him feel unwanted....So being there at the last moment he could makes it better?

Dont get me wrong I understand forgiveness. But I mean why now...Is it because there is no time like the present?...The past was once the present so why not try then..why when it's too late?

Relationships..My Main Point

And I'm only speaking from a female point of view but um...

Why is it that males want a girl to ride with them through all the fucked up things they can do? Especially when they know they do some fucked up things...its selfish if you ask me...And its not only that they want the girl to be there..if she dont wana deal wit bs then she not a "rider" (lololol)...Males know that they can do fucked up shyt cmon now lets be real

If in a relationship you have a girl that is in your corner, why would u cheat?
Ok you might like variety...you may not feel very strongly about that girl...you may have fragile feelings so u do you...Fuck that it just happened shyt...you may be enjoyin ur life at the moment

If the same girl is still in your corner after you do some fucked up shyt..lets say cheat or something disrespectful, why would you continue to do the same things?
Ok it may be because you still dont feel very strongly about that girl...You may still be trying to enjoy ur life...It may be because she continues to let you...You may just not give a fuck..You might still be fragile(wtf?) from some previous shyt...hell you might be confused i've heard that before lol

If given numerous times to try again and do better, why wont a male take that time to look at the situation and try to change things?
It may be because he doesn't want to change the situation he's content with his own behavior....he may ignorant to the fact that this is the time to change (but im sure she's mentioned it..more than once)...he probably believes that the female isn't going anywhere....

Whatever the reasons may be, when you have a legitimate chic on ur side, yall let it slip. And while its slippin you might go and grab at it a little but it's never really until you feel her missing. Then you look back like "oh shyt..what just happened?" Now you retracin steps tryna figure out where you lost her at..like wtf???????

Funni shyt when u look at it from the outside..even funnier when you have been on the inside...

Soooo the question is why after the drama..the times you could have changed or tried..after a long drawn out battle...after having her nag you half to fuccin death about what you could be doin to make her happy so she can make you happy(cuz we know thats all she wants)...Why is it that males ONLY take the fuccin initiative when its TOO late.

Shawty done threw in the towel...tapped out n all that...why is it only after you see she is serious that you try to change?....After she doesn't want to try anymore because she's tired of trying when you weren't trying? Why now when its really all said n done... Im starting to think all males are procrastinators LMAO....

Lol the mysteries of life...But yea just something i wanted to touch on..honestly it makes no sense to me...And it applies to females as well but like I said Im speaking from my own perspective...Everybody wants to live like its they last day or whateva the case is...but not when it comes to shyt that matters in the long run?.....Kinda confuses me but i guess lol....

Like I said I'm starting to believe all males are procrastinators

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Sweet Dream or a Beautiful Nightmare? By: Chelsea Cox

Baby...Can we take our time and make sure we don't do anything we will "Regret"? Everything in me says "We Should Be", but let's just take it "Nice and Slow". But before we leave, these are my "Confessions":

Since day one I been thinking about you. How we met at the club, your smile, your style, your swag, and how I tried to bag. I was "So Anxious" to "Make Love in this Club" because when we "Slow Danced" you had me "Mesmerized". I felt ya "Pony" ride up on me, and that's when I made you my "Weekend Lover".

We made it to ya crib, barely past the door, when you kissed all on me "Like You'll Never See Me Again". Those were the "Signs of Love Making", as we realized "We Should Be"..."Naked". Everything seemed to be moving too fast, so I told you I just couldn't afford it. You caressed my body as you whispered in my ear "Have a Baby by Me" baby...you'll be a millionaire.

We took it to your kitchen as you placed me on the counter, you couldn't help but to say, baby I just gotta get this "Outta My System". Kissin and caressin' me as I get even "Wetter", you take me to the bedroom for some "Bedroom Boom". You're "Always Strapped", so I was willing to let you be my "Supplier", as well as my "Panty Droppa", so we could have "No Clothes On". I said: baby, why you always "Startin' Somethin", and you laughed and smiled with a reply...you already know what I "Make Em Say".

As you soar "Up and Down", with the "Lights Down Low", I try to tie my hair up, but you say...give it up and just "Sweat it Out". It feels "So Good"! You the "Best I Ever Had". As I scream and shout you say: baby quiet down, I bet the "Neighbors Know My Name". I closed my eyes and felt the pleasure of that "Sweet Dream", as you asked if you're my "Number One". All I could do was "Say Yes", because I like the way you do that "Right Thurr".

We take a break for round 2, to put on our "Love Songs". I wanted to "Ride for You" but you said: You're "So Beautiful", let me "Take it From Here" and "Take You Down". Sorry for the scratches on your back, I just couldn't help it. You say: it's cool baby "That's What it's Made For". You're my "Diamond Girl", and I'm ready to go "Under". But before I continue...will you be my "Wifey"? For a second I caught "Amnesia", but it was just for a "Moment in Time".

"Before I Let You Go", I wanna let you know that your love is a "One in A Million", and it makes me want show that I can be "More Than a Woman". There's "No Better Love" and now "I'm Sprung"..so I have no choice but to "Say Yes". So "Freak Me Baby" till I get "Weak" or until I feel "Lost Without You". "Hypothetically" I'd indulge in the moment, and add you to my list as "Nothin But a Number", but those days are over because all I want is "You"!

Too many "Love Roller Coasters" that I've been through, to be with you. He told me we could "Work it Out"....but it's "Gettin' Late" so "Can I Take You Home"? I asked: What do you want outta this? He said: I just wanna be "Successful". Then I asked: "Was it Worth It"?

He woke up from this "Beautiful Nightmare" and realized the woman layin next to him had "Money to Blow". OH SHYT! DDDAAAAAAYYYYUUUUMMMMM....

he's in love with a "Stripper".

A little of this...A little of that: EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. By: Chelsea Cox

It's about that time when people need to face the facts of reality, instead of waiting around for what they WANT to happen. As everyone has heard time and time again, everything happens for a reason. Some people stay, and some people go. You can start out being the wealthiest person, but because of one irresponsible mistake, you end up poor...and now you're being looked at. I'm so used to being the one to let my feelings and emotions get to me. My friends were always my backbone, and I felt as though I wouldn't know what to do without them. Yes...I love my friends to death, but I'll never know if they'll stay or when they'll go. Now that I'm looking at life from a different point of view, I'm realizing many things. My life isn't as bad as it seems. There's plenty of people going through things that's life threatening, while we sit out here upset over something we can't have, or over a guy or girl that we want OH SO BAD. But there are people who can't enjoy their lives the way the want because they're dying from a disease, and there's people who can't have that baby boy or baby girl because of internal complications. But of course we never sit back and take the time to realize that. I love being the "go to" person when my friends or family is down because it shows that I'm apparently stronger than I thought I was. Although I'm only 19, I've been through ALOT! I still have my secrets, but I've learned from EVERYTHING I've been through. LITERALLY. I do want to say that I still sit back and complain, and get moody over useless things...but nobody is perfect. After talking with a friend about a situation with a GUY, I took time to myself to think about what I'd do in her position.It's plain and simple...if a guy SAYS he likes you, that's all you have to go off of. But if he PORTRAYS it...you know it's real. Complications are GOING TO COME!! It's part of life. A MAJOR PART OF LIFE. But if you're feeling him back, then do what your heart says...not what your mind thinks! Because feelings overcome your thoughts, while your thoughts could also overcome your feelings. If he's telling you he's all about you and he wants things to work out with you, but at the same time he's giving attention to someone else, don't second guess it...LEAVE! If you think he changed up on you, maybe in reality he didn't. He's just fallin back a little bit because he's scared to catch the same feelings for you, that he has in the past for someone that broke his heart. You can't change someone, you can only make helpful suggestions. All I'm sayin' is that if he asks me to marry him..best believe a ring betta follow up cuz it won't be official till it's there. Dig me?!?!Thankfully I'm in a time in my life where I forced myself to "take a break" to find myself..before trying to find a guy to play that part as well. There's no possible way a relationship will succeed if you don't know who you are, let alone exactly what you want. Just think...if you never date an a-hole, whore, d-head, or bytch...how would you know that you've actually found the right one for you? You have to go through the war, then heal your wounds. Things don't JUST HAPPEN. I get tired of hearing that. Because once again, EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. I didn't go out looking for love...love CAME to ME! And I love and appreciate every minute and every moment of it. I told another friend that good girls also end last (not just men)...so to take her time, because at the finish line the perfect guy will have showed his patience for you (through the rain, cold, storms and all..also known as thick and thin) as you've taken your time to finally reach him. There's someone out there for everyone, all it take is a little bit of this...and a little bit of that because:EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

Not Basic: Thoughts On Guys(No Homo)

For a while I've looked at my fellow man and wondered...WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YALL?? Why are bitch ass niggas gettin all the girls? Why nice guys finish last? Do any of them actually think before they leap?? The answer may surprise you. It's yes and no. Hear me out first....
A dude that doesn't give a fuck ACTUALLY started his life giving a fuck. Crazy right? In a relationship, talkship, or fuckship, there are certain types of limits and boundaries that are taken into consideration...kinda. For some reason, guys are more likely to push the limits and see what will set the female off goin "okay, enough is enough" Unfortunatley, if a girl says nothing, the dude goes crazy with his limits and why?!?! Cuz the girl isn't taking action. Then he takes it upon himself to dip n find a new chick, ignorant to the fact that his ways probably won't work on the next one.
A nice guy on the other hand basically does all the right things in order to make his girl happy. Good right??? WRONG. For some reason, girls like that...to an extent. Soon enough, she tryna test him the same way a bitch ass dude would treat them. They finally get the chance to take advantage so they will push the boundaries. Depending on how much of a good dude he is, he probably won't do a DAMN thing. Then she fucks his mind up. He like Fuck bitches and BAM!! A heartless dude is created. Depending on his future actions he will develop into a bitch ass dude.
So...who is to blame?!?! Honestly it's everybody. From the environment, to the friends, to the relationship. I mean, when have you REALLY seen 2 negative people coincide in a relationship? Two heartless people NEVER mix. Two hoes NEVER last together. One sided relationships are among us regardless. Is there ever a thought in their mind they can use both??? I mean u can play the good guy AND possibly show a bit of resistance? Keep the girl guessing, just don't confuse her. If you really feeling her, don't play games, but don't let her run ya life. Ladies, this can apply to you too. We all want a balance, it's just rare to find it.
Guys like us (yeah that includes me) come in rare groups. Some will see one side or the other, but only the ones you care for will see both. Me personally, I've been on both sides in these types of relationships and I've learned to do both. However, if it wasn't for the nice guys and the assholes, I wouldn't be seen as unique lol. No cockiness here, Jus being real. Respect My Vision Understand My Grind

Say Whats Real: This Is Now

I think It's time for me to put it out on the line. Say what's been goin on with me for a while. Why all of these notes that people have looked at and had people looking deep into themselves and wondering is this about them and all this stuff like that. All these poems about love and heartbreak for the past 10-11 months of my life. I've been afraid to open up because I had the thought that the next one would just drop me like it was nothing. So I went on. Talked 2 all types of girls. Most wanted my heart, but I had the obligation to Say What's Real and that was I don't want a relationship. Then September 1st, this girl named Chelsea signed up for my "Cuddy Buddy" application. First thought: She cute as hell lol. Do phone convos about real stuff, she intellectual as hell. Actually chill with her, she cool as hell lol. She can thug out with the homeys. She likes to have fun. Her smile makes me smile for some reason. All of the sudden, I'm stuck. I haven't felt this way in such a long time.Sex with her hasn't even crossed my mind. and I'm like...WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?!?! You supposed to be doin the whole Mr. Bitches persona DAN. What happened to I Don't Get Bagged or Cuffed DAN? You really going to drop it all jus for this ONE GIRL?!?! And everyday I think about it. I talk about her like she already bagged me. I'm awaiting the next time I see her. And some of my boys are looking at me like: u went soft on us. U can have em all!!! But u choosing one. But SHES NOT BASIC TO ME. She has so much going on for her and I respect that. She keeps it so real on EVERYTHING with me and I adore that. We look at things in the same level and that's when my GFE/GCE heads are like: Dan, WHY ARE YOU TAKING SO LONG TO BAG THIS GIRL?!? I can't even give them an honest full answer other than I'm waiting for when it's the right time. She is no where close to other girls I've been in contact with. I don't care what other people might think or whatever, but I'm going to cuff this girl. She's going to be happy and know for a FACT that there is no one else in this world she gotta worry bout takin her place. I still can't believe I'm pushing everything down for the world to see but right now I can careless. She got me deep in her quicksand and I'm pretty much stuck. But I'd rather just stay here lol. All I wanna know is if she feel the same way about me...cuz this is pretty much me on a silver platter. Respect My Vision. Understand My Grind

All I can say is...WOW

Quest For Happiness: Random but Real

With every action, there is a reaction. With every decision, comes some type of setback or a consequence. It can be either good or bad. With every dream, there is a time when reality kicks in. one dream that I believe everyone wants to achieve is happiness. They want to get what they want as long as they work or it. However, what if all that hard work doesn't pay off? Do you keep on workin to be happy and get what you want? Then the question is, what exactly can make you happy? Is it the job that you COULD have? Is it that boy/girl that COULD in your life? Is it that family that COULD be all togeter? You feel like getting these things could be easy, right? WRONG. Sometimes your reasons on why these things make you happy might seem a little TOO selfish. These goals affect more than you, but you don't think about it. You in your own little world, making plans, not thinking about everyone else in the picture. So the issues start to show...Then what? Normally, you keep on striving for that dream. Then two things that you MUST look into come up: TIME&CHANCES. Time goes by, ONE opportunity comes up, you fail. More time, another opportunity, failed again. It keeps on going, and Going, AND GOING!! WHEN THE FUCK ARE YOU GOING TO REALIZE THAT ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. If shit isn't working the way you want to, and it hasn't been working for A LONG time, maybe you should look towards something new for happiness. People don't realize that in some battles, you have to accept that L. You keep on with it, you can lose trusting soliders, it will affect your mental and physical health, and worst comes to worst; it can kill you. Those who stay on this trend have an ignorance to the consequences. And even when you get what you THINK you want to be happy, there is NO GUARENTEE that things really are greener on the other side. Do you really wanna do all of that just to regret it? Just askin. Let's be honest here. I'm no professional who knows what he's talking bout. However, from looking into my environment, friends, family, and even my own experiences that in the end; this shit is reality. Take my knowledge to heart if this is your life. I'm not saying to forget about your dreams. But if your fighting for something that doesn't seem like it's for the best on both sides, jus fall back. Respect My Vision. Understand My Grind

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