Once in awhile, out of the blue moon, somebody comes to show thier talent to their facebook or myspace page. Ms. Darranie Gibson suprised the hell out of me today. Never met this beautiful young lady, or if i did i don't know how i forgot a somebody like that, lol. but anyway, you know our M.O., we A.D.D things we like. so enjoy Ms. Darranie Gisbon song "So Bad". Darranie Gibson- So Bad
JUNE 3RD AND EVERY WEDNESDAY IN JUNE AT CLUB SAMBA IN PHILLY: WHY NOT WEDNESDAYS!!!!
JUNE 4TH AT THE TERRACE BALLROOM IN NEWARK: STATE OF EMERGENCY!!!!JUNE 18: ADDin UP AT SIX FLAGS GREAT ADVENTURE!!! JUNE 22ND AT MADISON SQUARE GARDEN: BEYONCE'S I AM MUSIC TOUR!!! WELL, THAT ALL FROM US...THAT ALL THAT'S CONFIRMED..FOR ME ANYWAY LOL
"so you wanna come to me for order, speaking Spanish por favor lyrical slaughter for you and your daughter to get away from me quickly before I throw my nut in your sepal container figuratively speaking much more saner than Keenan, kel's orange soda going up in price $1.29 tax included nothing like standing on your feet eight hours or less just to get finance increase. some of the same people reck my nerves some increase my knowledge to words like flutinanny, damn I wish I didn't have that family cause they are so lucky to leave this place but I've got to stay No shirt, no shoes service waste food from around the corner thanks to my dude price marked down to about a buck and some change all i got to say is that some girl named Lorraine he liked back in the day came into my store, exchange numbers like bets. he's gonna beat I bet knock the V.I.R.G.I.N.A. in and out of place ha ha so stupid with this, don't know when I'm serious or playing, same songs keep playing every hour on the hour bout to devourer this sandwich tur-key breast and ham, light on the mayo all day blow cold and hot condition keep blowing boss getting on nerves not knowing I'm bout to resign, out the door feeling more fine seeing it burn down with hate flames to admire the fire. But let me stop playing, get back to work before my praying grants me the boss to turn my resign to a let-go but look yo I'mma go, incorrect English I know but you can't say I curse on this because I didn't just enough to fit in my clear space for full emptiness of stress to mess with mess from an average jerk bored at work." I wrote this poem while i was at work today bored, just though I might share it.
I told you I would show up screaming FNF Till the world, blow up, they said I was so finished I told 'em its show business Meaning it's no business, since Fiasco's in it Disrespect the dress code; wear my street clothes in it Measured, sold, and clothed in it Opened up clones, after I entered and drove in it, like unh Only fear God Know the weapons of the weak The weakness of the hard And never fall asleep Roll in it, let music bumping, windows tinted Through they neighborhoods and all of the wolves in it It's already controlled in it Seen it come and go, selling they soul in it Diamond and gold plated Fountain of youth, dipping my toes in it Bounced in the booth, spit it, like scolding it Putting my heart and my soul in it Cause I only fear God Know the weapons of the weak The weakness of the hard And never fall asleep Once upon a time, not long ago Where the pushaman creep, where they live life po' With fifteen in the clip and one in the hold Hallway wall full of bricks, only some of us know None of us know the makers of the toast Like the bottom of the stove, that was used in the murderin' of the scroll Heart colder than EDs Won't let the CD's city defeat me Rub me out like genies; smoke a sweet to my graffiti Nigga what I only fear God Know the weapons of the weak The weakness of the hard And I will never sleep Marvin Billups said what's up to the reaper Hell met like Riddell and high water hello To the five year old gunshot killer, I hear ya Clearer than the invisible man in the mirror Cheer up, I'll put in on the bars like beer nuts Put a bug in they ear, so from here up, they hear us Then we only fear God Know the weapons of the weak The weakness of the hard And we will never sleep Once upon a time, not long ago Where the pushaman creep, where they live life po' I put it on my grand mama's daughter My microphone control of the soul of slave humming "Wading in the Water" I author like DW's brother, like a hustler God place me in ya armor, I prescribe no partners I do it for the hood like a parka And tell my niggas not to shiver Only time we quiver like a archer is Cause we only fear God Know the weapons of the weak The weakness of the hard And we will never sleep Here we are now, entertain us Change don't change us Ever since the game trained us We came up like worms in the rain I dream my chain became a loose noose that was used to hang us So now, my insane brain, my 32 teeth And two feet creep like its Elm Street Cause I only fear God Know the weapons of the weak The weakness of the hard And I will never sleep Once upon a time, not long ago Where the pushaman creep, where they live life po' He said...
These College kids are so lazy My ex actin so crazy And what they doin doesnt say me I dont swag surf; Why my life so wavy?
I need summer days to come thru Jus to have eye candy to run to Cuz who else is gunna respect these treats? Yall gunna toss it after jus one bite to let the bums eat
They say Nice guys finish last Yet I won da gold sash But to some girls, I don't deserve it "Cuz I'm a Nigga, I do Nigga things, and Niggas ain't shit"
Damn..can a get a break for once? I'll have a redbone for breakfest and 2 piece thighs for lunch These are jus dreams. They sit sideways With that number one on my side up in the driveway.
She is love. She all that I ever need Share mine with the whole world, my deadly sin's not greed Tired of phoneys taking over, time to take the lead. Im talkin bullshit, yet u took time to still read.
Honestly I want it all The respect, the money, the life, the wife The pain with the gain, the struggle with the hustle Trynna break the barriers without gettin in trouble
Gotta keep my head high, even when rocks fall Call me Superman, I'm who damsels n distress call Some try to test my patience, but there aint a lot of yall I'm a GFE/ADD Boy and we stand tall.....
One of the new mixtape that came out that I'm bumping in my car crazy is "Don Cannon Presents "Gone Fishing"" by The Cool Kids. From the beats alone, it is a promising head banger, lyrics are random, witty and original. Some of the tracks i like are Hammer Bros, Intro, Champions, Jump Rope, Weekend Girls wit Ryan Leslie and this one, Popcorn. It has to be one of the hottest mixtape out right now. If you haven't download this mixtape you can here.
This song has been out for awhile. I enjoy the first one where Busta was rhyming thru the whole song. Though you know he had to add the biggest rappers of this year so i ain't mad at it. Liking Jada's verse the most (ha HA mml). He has mad people in this video, hints a conglomerate video. "Back On My B.S." due May 19th.
I'm really feeling this joint. Of course from me cause I'm old school, mml. Kinda glad to see Maxwell back doing his thing, looking forward to the new album "Black" due July 7th. Though i had to throw something random in here. At the end of the song when he's singing "pretty wings, pretty wings" why does it sound like he talking about chicken? idk, nice love song but it kinda makes me hungry. Mml.
aww ok finally i put this post up on the blog. I've been thinking about somethings on my mind for awhile. It's been stress relieving for me being me and not going crazy for other people mistakes. I heard a song by Cee-Lo that I really put to heart, its called Sometimes. mml, funny how i have song like this with the same title. But anyway the story is this, life and answers unknown for questions never ask. How was the universe formed, what does God look like? Why does the sky reflect so much on people's feelings throughout the day, difference between fate and free will? who gives a fuck about these things on the regular, am i the only thinker who thinks this way so frequently? why are girls so mysterious, what goes thru their mind? can i ever find a girl that just keep it real and say what's she wants? (***, mostly)
these questions and so so so much more are on my mind. To be honest, i haven't talk to Dan or Daniel in a minute, i think we've been so focus on school and our lives that we don't talk as much as we did. though we are still tight and improvement is evident every time we hang. love for my brothers, family, god and a woman seems like the idea of happiness for a man. money can surround, but love just fills it.
Idk, sometimes i rap in my mind and come up with so much shit, i cant help it. who gets influence like this. my boy Brandon blog is way deep, i support anybody that has opinions, dreams and be themselves. I've tried so hard to become the man my father wanted me to be. Now, 19 yrs old, I've realize that i have to be a man for myself. Fuck the way of living everybody has planned for me, everything planned does not go. my plans have flaws, no bickering about it. i just hope one day, people realize what I'm trying to do. I'm not doing this for my own help, this is for everybody. Be yourself man, think the way you want to think, say what you need and want to say. You'll be surprise what feeling you get from it.
Sometimes man i feel so alone in this world, nobody understands me. the shit from my past scarred me so bad i wouldn't be here if i didn't think i could do something. yes, i was suicidal still think some of the thoughts but it's all good. i guess it's like a gift and a curse, to be so original and yet so dependent. (sorry i had a brief moment to catch myself, that shit was deep to me) idk, to see some of the things I've seen (saw a guy get shot twice in NY when i was little), hear the things I've heard, been thru some rough times and still see inspiration in this world. WOW, that's what i call love right there. it's just some peaceful thinking man, you got to let stress out sometimes, even if its by yourself. peaceful thinking.
I know this not normal and very random to the blog but I thought this would be a good music appreciation. To the fathers and mothers of music that started it off, I would like to gives thanks to Dr. Lonnie Smith. Myself being a keyboard/piano guy, i enjoy watching great organists/keyboardists do their thing. I never knew about Dr. Smith until yesterday, a co-worker show me a video on YouTube. From first impression, I was amazed. I love watching things like this. It keeps you wanting more, to improve yourself to be as good and a bookmark for the greats that came before. This is just some inspiration that came my way and I'm putting it in here for you. It does have to music per-say to inspire you, it could be something as small as rock on the ground. Inspiration is the desire that a person seeks from themselves to be better. That's all this is, just a lil inspiration.
Gettin ready for this Spring Formal and just lookin at OMO n DTB put something up for May, I decided to go in myself. I'm gunna talk about...myself. mml Recap this crazy semester. So lets go down the list shall we???
1. School: This is probably the best school year performance I have done so far. My grades are so high quality its ridiculous. I only have one questionable class but I have 2 guaranteed 4.0 classes and 1 3.0 at the least. I saw it as I had to focus on what I am truly in college for and that's my education. Also becoming an RA made things a lot better and easier on my pocket mml.
2. Family: Family is family I love them all. My mom looked through my Myspace...yea..deep. Found the V Friendly co-sign..yea...great. BUT!!! at least it shows I'm V Friendly and not anything else mml. My sister is going to need some guidance in her life and this summer might be a great opportunity to help her see the light. Best of all, my Dad is coming back from Iraq in June so I'm excited for that.
3. GFE/GCE: At this moment, I believe we have to find a true reason to get all of us together. Our schedules are too crazy, we have relationships, or buddies, to deal with. I try to keep in contact with all of them...but SOME OF THEM cant pay they phone bill. All in all, y'all still my people, and I got y'all back no matter what. We goin in next semester cuz we gunna have the whole team back on campus hopefully.
4. ADD: We been cool since high school, but it seems like our friendship is gettin better. We've been to the parties, went crazy at the normal venues, had a VLOG at the diner, and we jus ADDin up or SUBTRACTin them early. My So Jersey ppl do it Major.
5. Orgs: I really don't know what to say. Hopes and expectations were crushed. Opinions change. What more can I say? Next semester I'm going to help, but this time, without any title over my head. Shit is too crazy and it's truly hard to have high hopes when everyone has mixed emotions or actions towards the cause. Too many wanted the name, but didnt want to do labor.
6: My ex: Sigh...I still don't know about her. This whole semester I've tried to understand her. I've tried to turn my eyes to other girls. I've flirted, got numbers, and had my fun partying almost every week so I don't think about her. However, everything comes back to her. She was right when she said, "You're stuck with me." Cuz there she is. Still chilling with me. Will we get back together?? who knows. Technically only we do. I do still love her with all of my heart. I'm just happy she's in my life because I believe my life would suck without her. I know she feels the same way. Mainly cuz she told me mml. Matrixx n Chyna Pt. 2?? I'm just gunna say..maybe...
7. Me: If you told me this semester would include my heart getting broken, me talking to 5-6 girls at once, telling the world I'm V Friendly, going to parties like they're about to go out of style, have my grades up to par and then some, become an RA in February and do 2 successful programs, Speak my mind more than usuall, Be more of an asshole to almost everybody, and in the end realize that love was never gone, but it might be stronger..I'd say u were fuckin crazy..but this is my life..this was my 2nd semester.
So there you have it..the trials and the tribulations of the man with a million aliases. Just know that I'll be back with a few more post soon.
Good Morning ADD people, it's getting down to summer time. School is about to close, girls wearing bikini, us guys working out for the beach. Just wanted to say good morning to y'all today and let this jam in your ears this morning.
