Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Something I Thought Of This Morning

the first time I open my mouth, I see people notice me

the first time I did something, it was watch carefully

ever since that day I realize when I verbalize what my eyes have seen that was first step of the dream

i see my friends changing more and more, then I see myself then ask "Am I a whore?"

with that open mind never ending. no one ever hated but debated if I was transending

i live my life to the fullest. haters, i will never fire back 'cause you shot your own bullets.

look at what I done so far? the work, the test, the grind and ability not to show off

y'all lost my regret yet. respect the check, mark the upset so you won't forget.

this was made for you. only would i ever choose to blog about something so rude. but is it not the truth?

I'm still stressing about that deer I hit today yet I beat dead horses and call that "play".

it's not going to come alive or see what you saw because that is the surprise.

maybe I should stop, I haven't got slept since I got off work. this was something i thought of this morning not to make my mind hurt.

Friday, November 5, 2010

Pusha T & Kanye West Freestyle on Hot 97

Brandon Desir "The Good Life"



Sometimes I wish it were simpler
This life of mine

It'd be nice to have control
Instead of losing Time

I wish all my choices
Were painted black or white

How I desire my mind and heart
To end their constant fight

This life is so confusing
My paths are so unclear

Looking back on past decisions
I feel like I've wasted years

Shed a million tears
Never had enough smiles

Man, it'd be nice
If I could rest for a while

But then what would it be worth?
If all my achievements were the same

How strong my relationships be
Without the testing mind games?

Would my friendships be one dimensional
With every person I meet?

With no enemies at my heels
How motivated would I be?

What wisdom would I gain
Without making mistakes along the way?

When I take my last breath
Will I be able to say:

"I lived a good life..."?

Monday, November 1, 2010

Lady...

Like a sunset rising, you wake me
Like a baby's first word, you make me
Happy. As if I got a wonder of the world
They need a statue of you, cuz you're more than just a girl
In my eyes. You're fly
No matter how they try
To shoot you down
Cuz you have no cost, Ya own money to floss
You are such a boss
I love when you're around
Try not to make a sound, cuz I feel
You and me are so real
I admire the skin you in, and our love won't peel
Or flake off, I take off
On anyone that thinks otherwise
You're teardrops seem as heavy rain in my eyes
And my goal is to take control of the Flood
Dry up all the mud
Cuz ya makeup is becoming a mess
And its almost hitting ya dress
And when I make things better, you say I'm the best
Cuz I'm in awe of ya kisses
Fuck critics and disses
Nothin really matters, as long as you my misses.
She is. I mean you are
My Star
Beat To My Heart
Stuck On My Mind, Never Apart.
My Lady.
My Baby.