Thursday, July 29, 2010

A Few Things I Want To Get Off My Chest

For the past weeks, I've been exploring things in my mental state then ever before. A lot of things in my life so far haven't gone the way I've planned. Mostly what I'm trying to do with my life so far is save enough money to get an apartment, get full-time at my state job, save up for a class this semester at BCC and put together this album. Now with my three jobs, music talent and help along the way from my friends, (mainly Daniel Benson) my life is set for good things to come. On the other hand, I haven't work as much as I want or need to due to the economy state. So pretty much everything is on a stand still for environmental progress.

Now besides these things, there is my social status. I just started being more active on Facebook and Twitter. Amazingly, I feel no different then I did before as far as being "noisy" to other people and trying to make myself know. Honestly, anybody that knows me ore even just seen what I've written on these sites can hint the obvious, that I'm a different type of individual. Point blank, I'm very old school. I use my phone to call and text message, I don't see as my life device. While every body's on Blackberry, IPhone, IPods, tending topics, being bi-sexual, overweight and celebrities. I'm listen to Cd's in my car, have a regular AT&T Nokia phone and just think about life and my path. Not to judge people because I believe there's more to people than this but it gets hard to stomach after awhile because the people that see on the web don't talk the same in real life. It just seems to me confusing and unreasonable.

Some say why do you even talk to these people or even care for them? Well, to honest I was just like them at some point but so desperate to fit in I lost myself. I lost what I liked, what I was used to and how I liked things. Its only natural to feel concern for things that don't make sense and inspire to help. Now to come back to my thoughts of my mental state, musically I've been lacking inspiration, preparation and mediation. I feel like there's nothing to do even though I stare at unfinished songs constantly. Every now and again, I find the laziness in myself and I don't like it. It gets to the point where I feel too comfortable and just don't do things. And when this feeling is realize and the planning begins again, I become a whole different person. Its like a person with OCD woke up out of a coma only find the house they slept in was abounded for years. So believe me when I say, the return is coming. I've seen and heard so many people I know elevate to bigger and better things, it's time for me to do the same. No more looking back now, time is still moving and the days are getting shorter..........

So with this said, the first single "Where Do We Go From Here" off of The Producer's Demo Tape Vol. 2 will be available tomorrow. Thanks for the love and support.

Aaron Maurice McMillan

Monday, July 26, 2010

"Where Do We Go From Here" Preview Lyrics

"Where Do We Go From Here"
off of The Producer's Demo Tape Vol. 2

A song I came up in March of this year. I had wrote the music but I didn't have an idea for the song. Mostly when I write music I just make up a name for it and go from there. I finish the song structure and left the idea blank. As the more I played the instrumental, the more I thought this would a hot, club song but it has to have a meaning. So, intently I wanted to be about the world's confusing state but also about a relationship gone bad. The idea of two people lost in their direction is similar to people and the world to me. Everybody know what they are doing but nobody knows where they are going to go. From our own insecurities to politics and world disasters, the question is and will always be...where do we go from here?

Verse 1

Fratile instability
Maximum insecurities
I'm telling you fatally that this drives me crazy
I see no direction, confused concern
We fighting the fire but letting it burn
I want to leave, she begs to stay
She can't take it then I say

Chorus
Where do we go from here?
How can we see it clear?
We up but the height I fear
'Cause where do we go from here?

Verse 2

Trying to take my time but you rush me
Calling out for God, but the devil is busy
Why can't we, agree to disagree please
I want you but is this what I need
(Is this what I need)
I do believe in you and me
Hard times can be work out easy
But if we can't trust the love we see
There is no answer for the question to be

Chorus

Where do we go from here?
How can we see it clear?
We're down but the depth I fear
'Cause where do we go from here?

Friday, July 23, 2010

For The Moment by Anonymous

Fingers crossed
Like an empty promise
I've got to do this like
My life is depending on it.
Its slipping away like
A fumble on the 4th
What I felt was near and possible
Is more like that pole in the north.
We could mix better than
Good food and drinks
And what I hold now is
Gone in a blink
And all I needed was that one chance
That one shot
To show him true romance
But I was a day and
A dollar too late
So ima cash in my chips
And walk away with this cake
Cuz what else can I do
But move on from this shit
And buy some mental clarity
From someone who's offerin it?

Monday, July 19, 2010

Wacka Flacka Flame "Hard In The Paint"


My first time hearing this song..... mad edits, don't like the beat. Danny A says its the only song he likes from Wacka. .... I guess.

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Boredom Session Vol 3

90plus summers, so its Jacob status
Shirts off flow, washboard wreaks havoc
Like girls in they sundresses or they daisy lukes
Wanna see em pop dat thang for me, Uncle Luke
Ewww sounded like I bit off of Young Money
Words drip like honey, hop onto you like bunnies
My boredom ignites bombs in ya mind
While ya gears start shiftin, I'm steady on my grind
Curly hair don't care I say
They go circles round you, you stickin one way
I wonder why they wanna repeat history
Cuz most heroes are legends, so you wanna repeat misery?
New large man n charge n a rainbow haired freak
Lost 2 the shots I'm throwin? Guess ya mind weak.
Woulda thought I smoked the way I express
these sciptures is food for yall to eat n digest
But I'm such a mess, damn I need a napkin
Wipe the sweat off back in action like "What's Happenin?"
I'm still goin off, when will I finish this?
Wanna know what's in my mind? Put it on ya christmas list
Welp think I'm finito wit this session
Class is over kiddies, I hope you learned ya lesson!

Late Night

I coulda sworn you were here
Layin right beside me while I dry away ya tears
Or holding you tight as we both fall to slumber
Converse the night away talking bout the summer
Awkward turtle moments began it all
From gorillas n pigs to claimin who could ball
Relationships to heartbreak came into play
Back n forth bout what we'd want someday
Who woulda thought someday would be weeks later
A Knicks fan falls for one who loves the Lakers
I miss you's sprout out like spring flowers
When it feels like days, they talk for only hours
She's a firecracker, he calls 2 light her up
Her voice is the fat man's food, he'll never get enough
Convos that see the sunset and light up the night
Mobile love connection, feeling so right

Milk Chocolate/Caramel

Milk chocolate feel, caramel sight
Love how your body glows in the light
Eyes lock me down while she slow wine
Alcatraz life sentence, I give her all my time
Views flow like primary colors
Our magnitude connects with eachother
Lower lip last thing that touch my teeth
Soft kisses reveal our emotions from underneath
Natural sweetness. No sugars added
Skin like the clouds. Her hearts padded
But she can lift her shield cuz I can protect
Her feelings is somethin I won't neglect
I rise and lay down wit her voice flowin
Our affection intertwines n continues growin
Milk Chocolate tone caramel vision
And havin her by my side is my mission

This Aint Hip Hop

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Cee-Lo Green "Language Of Love"


Produced By T-Pain. This does not sound like a T-Pain track AT ALL. But the Indian sample and smooth RnB feel makes it hot. It's off the Sex And The City 2 Soundtrack.

Trey Songz Ringtones (Spoof)

Monday, July 12, 2010

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Young Jeezy "I'm Just Say'in"


I just like the beat, that's all.